I wrote your innocence a long time ago. Folded the sheet in half, hid my love; hid my shame. A long time since past, and the whereabouts of my truth was engulfed in the midst of day to day life. My truth was lost; the words evaporate. But I remember still. How can I forget? So here it is…my truth to you, once more…
Your chamber is inviting. You sleep lightly beneath the mounds of feather I have provided you. An arm, limp, calls me…the other is the support of your tired crown. Asleep you lay. But you feel me, you know I’m coming. I climb in. Slowly. Your warm silky skin slides through my figure, and we fit perfectly as one. We’ve done this before. I wrap my wanting arms around you, anywhere that they’ll fit. This time it’s one against your head, the other buckling you in, tight across your abdomen. I feel the warmth, I feel you. My breath deepens and my heart aches for more, it aches to tell you my truth. I love you. Simple.
My cold feet caress yours to steal their heat; a shiver runs from your toe to thigh. Our legs intertwine, ever so slightly, and soft purple feathers glide over and over. I love that the most. I think you know. My longing cushions your buttocks, and becomes your longing, or at least is given by me. Take it. By now I am enticing you with my wanting fingers; you know where. It’s my favourite place. I can stay here innocently but you know what it means. We both do. I glide them upwards, fingering each dimple, each curve, and embrace your chest. Wait…This is my favourite, not there. It says I love you, I want to protect you. Don’t make me let go, not yet. A brave, dreamy kiss is planted upon your back, upon your muscles. Soft. Sometimes your hand comes to meet mine; my heart dies and is reborn as our fingers engross. You must be awake. You must love me. I try not to move, I want this single moment to last forever and more. I want it to be real, to be our truth. And your scent…oh your scent is enough to fulfil me. My tickling nose snuggles into your hair, I breathe deeply. Inhale. Inhale. Inhale. Hold… And transpire. Angels are smiling now. Every inch of you is perfect. And every inch of me is wanting. Be my truth. Be mine. I love you.
Comments
oh daryl….. this is SO beautiful to read……… so incredibly personal but a joy to share………… bravo mate…………b
thank you butch, i’m glad you enjoyed it
– drjones
wow, not sure what to say. beautiful sounds so ‘not enough’ perhaps i should just say i really appreciate peoples writing but only when it reaches within, i was hooked from beginning to end on this, well done sounds….ahhhh im sure you get it…christopher
Thanks Christopher, it was from the heart…but i had to reach in there…i’ve been blocking this out for a while, but needed to get it out.
– drjones
I love how you describe something beautiful and soft, with love and feathers and silky skin, but write it like something else, something sharp and urgent – such short sentences – and something furtive. That’s where the beauty of this piece is for me, in the contradiction of it. Congrats on a beautifully written: “ache”. Ashx
Thanks so much Ash. x
– drjones
Beautiful words. I believe that physical intimacy is the most deeply stimulating experience a human can have. However many of us seem to miss the true depth of this beauty with all the mental fears and control mechanisms that we project back and forth. If more felt and wrote as you do I believe this would change very quickly.
Beautiful comment Tony, thank you so much
– drjones
ahhhh….I hope he loves you back, Dar….how could he not, after those words!
I agree with Tony. Somehow many of us have lost the ability to be intimate. And that’s unfortunate. Fortunately there are those like yourself who still can “get” to this place with another person and better still, give us the inspiration to “get” there ourselves. This is beautifully written. Thank you.
Thank you David, I’m honoured by your words
– drjones
ohhhhhhh my word……….. love unbelievably. so sweet achingly so! xoxo L
oh daryl……made my eyes fill up reading this………..so emotional, …..so heart felt….,,,so beautiful my friend, just beautfiul………to feel like that about someone is a beautfiul thing……….you have felt ………………….. that some never ever do….anna ; )
Thanks Anna…It is a special gift to experience :) x
– drjones
How lovely :) Everyone longs for that moment in hopes it will never end.
What an incredible declaration of love. Laid bare, with no pretention.
Thank you Cathrine.
– drjones