I am completely In Love with a woman 2000 miles away. We’ve spent hundreds of hours on the phone together (really – just ask Sprint) and our time talking too often seems to fly by each night.
We are finally going to meet. As each day passes, I find myself thinking about what I look forward to when I am finally with the woman to whom I have given my heart and who calms my soul.
Written to her, as this is how the thoughts come into my mind…
What I’m looking forward to:- Having my breath taken away the first time I see you.- Seeing your eyes – seeing the love you have for me in them.- Watching the color of your eyes change with your mood.- Hearing your full voice and laugh, not just what the phone carries to my ears.- Seeing the way your hair moves when you walk, when you laugh, or when you put your head down and shake it when I do something blonde.- Finally getting to see you blush.- Cooking for you – watching you eat. I love to please the people I love with food.- Taking pictures together – the desert has a beauty of its own – as stark as your home is lush.- The sound of your voice as you sing to yourself when you think no one can hear you.- The way your hand will feel in mine, our fingers intertwined.- The way your arms will feel around me.- The way your hands will feel on my face.- The way you will feel in my arms.- The way your head will fit on my shoulder as we embrace.- The feel of your hair in my face.- Your smell.- The feel of your face in my hands.- The softness of your lips against mine.- Feeling you snuggled against me – talking through the night.- The rhythm of your breathing as you sleep.- Seeing, caressing, and kissing the scars you have told me you carry. Wishing I could take away the pain some of them represent but knowing that the pain defines who you are and I love who you are.- Being overwhelmed by you – surrendering completely to your love.