Axel

Daniel  Rarela
Author: Daniel Rarela
Word Count: 324
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Axel

Dedicated to Axel Moore and his mother, Sarah.

Please give your condolences to Sarah and Glenn. I have no idea what it’s like to give a child back to God like this, but I don’t think I’m wrong in thinking that the pain is such that no parents should have to carry that kind of sorrow all by themselves.

Axel belongs to the following groups:

All Things Poetic, Artistic, Philosophical

The gold in your hair
Is only a hint of the wealth I have in my heart

Because of you

And when the wind blows through it
It’s as if the very air around you takes no greater joy
Than in trying to match your spirit
In trying to take, if it could, just an ounce of your spirit with it
And you smile, as if you knew it

Tell me, little angel

How your eyes alone have lived for so many more years
Than the body that holds them

Somewhere, in a place beyond what my mind can understand
You seem to walk so effortlessly through

Tell me, my son

When you fit yourself so perfectly into my arms
When your laughter becomes the one
Ballad written by God Himself
That silences all the broken drums

It was as if everything about you, the purity of you
The you-ness of you
Every smile, tear, and unintelligible word
Tried to tell a story
Of the place where you came from
More than what cameras, words, or minds could capture

That I would be good enough
To watch you breathe as you dream
That I was worthy enough
To hold your head on my chest when you cried
That I would deserve
To have a little rain pour down on me
To make the fields in my heart grow just a little greener

For one entire year
It will never be enough

To simply call it the greatest gift I have ever been given
And to know it was mine

For only one entire year
It will never be enough

For whenever rain falls
It inevitably must float back to the skies from where it came
And I am thirsty again

My dearest son
When I fly back home to you

Promise me you’ll take my hand in yours
And teach me
Show me how to walk on water

The way you now do

  • Rhana Griffin

    Rhana GriffinRedbubbley Schweppervescence

    So beautiful…

  • Robert Knapman

    Robert Knapman

    You beautiful man. I am sure sarah and her family will love this gift. Bless.

  • Paul Louis Villani

    Paul Louis Vil...

    Very beautiful piece Doc! Great tribute too! :D

  • Mohsen Bayramnejad

    Mohsen Bayramn...

    Yes so beautiful…

  • Libertinism In Justice

    Libertinism In...

    Dr.J, I too, wrote a poem about this tragic event, and though I am unsure of how many others did, I know (the reason for my having done it myself) is that more than anything a parent needs the feeling of others around at a time like this. Beautifully, written, and though in a style other than my own, necessary and a thing to be cherished for sure. Thank you for your heart and the time you took to sooth another’s pain… too rare these days.

  • Barbara Sparhawk

    Barbara Sparhawk

    Exquisite writing, full of perfect raw feeling and ringing true. You’ve done a very fine work.

  • Rosalie Dale IPA

    Rosalie Dale IPA

    Just stunning – thank you Dr J (from Axel’s Nanna’s heart!)

  • Michelle Rogers

    Michelle Rogers

    It’s touching, and heartfelt, and obviously filled with a great empathy. Well done.

  • moorefaith

    moorefaith

    Incredible. I have tears in my eyes.

  • Amber Wurtzler

    Amber Wurtzler

    This is incredible writing! The best I’ve found yet on this website. Just beautiful! You captured it exactly!

  • Daniel Rarela replied

    thanks Amber! wonderful work in your portfolio so far, by the way – I’m starting to wish I hadn’t put down the pencil when I picked up the camera :P

    Be safe out there in the Middle East!

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