the days have grown long and the nights grown cold,
i wish for you to return the gold,
and when the flowers bloom and shine,
you’ll be with me and it’ll all be fine.
I am silent as I lay on the cold floor,
For my words don’t exit my mind,
stuck heavily inside my throat,
blocking air as I gasp for it,
Purple flowers, yellow tress,
Shining sun, blowing breeze,
/
Wrapped in depression, and wrapped in goo,
All bad sense, because nobody knew!!
so I sit here and wait,
what else shall I do,
as my eye lashes fall,
and mush into you!
I can’ think straight, everything a blur, my head’s running fast, trying to keep up with thoughts that fall so willingly in places I wish they wouldn’t appear.
The fairy weeps and holds the box tight,
then she closes the box and whispers,
good night!
our hearts pounding,
our breath speeding,
the heat rising,
the sun sinking,
our minds combined,
our senses bright,
the feeling good,
the timing right,
brutally beaten to death with a stick,
shoved in a trunk and driven to the cliffs,
where I was dropped in the freezing cold pits of the black bottom of the sea,
she’s bleeding her pain,
he’s leaving her again,
no matter what she does,
she’s loosing her love!!
My obstreperous moth not allowing me to speak, my voice going numb, refusing he words as they come
fighting back the urge to cry, choking on my tears, feeling the pain deep inside, no way to fight away the fears.!!
silhouettes shift behind the blinds,
shadows tossed across the room,
the smell of assassination drifts through the walls,
blood slowly dribbling into its tomb
her dress fell to the floor,
a thousand ties undone,
couldn’t resist it anymore,
the temptation had won
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no not for long will she be pure
Don’t blame me if you missed your shooting star
don’t blame me If you don’t know where you are
don’t blame me If your alone and you need a friend
don’t blame me If you can’t get up again