DeeprBlue

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Puyallup, UNITED STATES

Missing Everyone (& a message link for you)

Posted about 2 years ago

I just wanted to send out my LOVE to all of you beautiful souls. I have moved once and it was with my son. After 3 months and just about getting settled in, he took a job offer in Tenn. and was gone literally 3 days later. I have stayed in his rented townhouse for the past few months alone but must move into a hotel for now. These are the reasons that I haven’t been on here.
I’m also…

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Recovering From Motorcycle Accident & Reaching Out

Posted almost 3 years ago

To all my wonderful friends and artists.
I guess it was a silly thing for me to do….a dream to chase that would finally give myself some freedom….
I must try to remind myself, through the constant tears and aches and pains from the accident, that I am alive and have learned another lesson in life.
Learning lessons in life is a humbling and even sometimes a humiliating thing.
Owning the le…

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Apologies.....(again) & Thanks

Posted about 3 years ago

I’m deeply humbled and grateful beyond words for those of you who took th time to out of your own busy schedules to respond to my last journal entry.
Please know that I’ve been very sick (brain disease sick)….for about a week and have not been able to respond.
I will. When I get my strength back.
Love You All,
Deeprblue<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/looking4meggan/342...

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Crossing the Line

Posted about 3 years ago

Since my last photo post…I have very little to say. I’m in a place that I have never been in before.
Sure, I’ve come close, very close to being in that place but never have I actually crossed that line and “made it there”.

I want to apologize….to anyone left on here that has followed anything I’ve posted.
I want to apologize for failing.
I want to apologize …

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This Is My brain On HSE

Posted over 3 years ago

Sometimes seemingly disconnected, often paradoxical, and altogether truthful will be the words written in this weird blog of my road back to acceptable existence.

I am not going to pretend anyone is going to read this. I do this, in part out of some hope, and in part for my two grown children; all that I love in this world.

I do not understand why they do not love me and I find that an almost unb…

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TBI & Creativity

Posted over 3 years ago

A copy from my Weblog.

I am only recently truly getting it that I am a survivor of a TBI: Traumatic Brain Injury. My TBI is considered an “Acquired TBI”.
It’s been 7 years since I became ill and 14 months since I’ve been out of the bed and rehabilitating. Photography, for some reason became intrinsically central to that and I cannot explain why.

I’ve always loved ta…

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47 Year old Hips and Yoga

Posted almost 4 years ago

First, for anyone reading this who may have commented on my work, please accept my heartfelt gratitude for your comments. I am working towards a place…where I can respond. Just writing this has made my eyes almost useless. I so need you to know how much your comments mean to me and that soon I will respond.
Love Always
Deepr

WordPress Blog
Last night I went out on my patio to do my typical eve…

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The Wilderness Of Your Intuition

Posted almost 4 years ago

This is a copy and paste of my WordPress Blog tonight. I Love you guys!!
http://deeprblue.wordpress.com/

I’m focusing so hard on the most important goals ahead of me.

Those are mainly to get an essay written for a contest which rewards the best written with $3000.oo.

As important or even m ore is getting my own book completed.

The deadline for the essay is Sept.9th and I’m struggling.

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Moving Consciousness Above Problems

Posted almost 4 years ago

I was given a brilliant, glowing, magnificent gift of an 8 month membership at the YMCA.
I fully realized from the tender center of my heart that this was a precious, precious gift…especially in consideration of what I’m dealing with to beat this disease.

Since the dog attack, my fear of taking my “photography walks” has immobilized me to this small area around my home and …

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We're Not Supposed To Ask "Why"

Posted almost 4 years ago

After the recent events of the dog attack….things here in the park where I live got gradually weird…..

I’ve always….always…been a quiet person….I don’t “party”….i don’t use drugs….I don’t drink…

I work on my photography and I meditate and I do my yoga and continue my efforts in rehabilitation on multiple levels an…

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