IF ONLY
IF ONLY I KNEW, COULD I HAVE CHANGED THINGS,
IF ONLY I KNEW, WOULD I HAVE MADE A DIFFERENCE.
I LEFT YOU ALONE, NOT THINKING YOU WOULD LEAVE. I CAME BACK TOO LATE , AND COULDN’T SAY GOODBYE.. IF ONLY I KNEW,,
I CALL OUT YOUR NAME, BUT NO ONE ANSWERS, I SHED MANY TEARS, BUT NO ONE SEE’S..
COULD YOU KNOW HOW MY HEART HAS BEEN BROKEN,
COULD YOU SEE HOW MY LIFE HAS CHANGED..
GOD TOOK YOU AWAY, HE NEEDED ANOTHER ANGEL,, GOD TAKES THE BEST AND HE GOT THAT WITH YOU..
I KNOW YOU’RE LOOKING DOWN, WATCHING OVER YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS, JUST LIKE IN LIFE YOU TOOK CARE OF SO MANY..
IF ONLY YOU KNEW THE PEOPLE THAT MISS YOU, IF ONLY YOU KNEW THE PEOPLE THAT LOVE YOU..
GOD GIVES US THE COURAGE TO GO ON WITHOUT YOU, KNOWING THAT ONE DAY WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN..
I LOST YOU MY BROTHER, MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD, BUT I KNOW YOU ARE ALWAYS WITH ME, IN DARKNESS, IN LIGHT, IN SAD TIMES, IN JOY, YOU ARE THERE… IF ONLY I KNEW.
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In this sorrow can comfort be born………… For the reality of it all is, YOU WILL SEE HIM again my friend…………. Oh what a joyous day that shall be………… For out of all of my loss in this lifetime, I am still content in knowing that one day, ONE GLORIOUS DAY, when all is said and done, I WILL MEET THEM ALL AGAIN………….. AND THANK GOD FOR THAT !!!!!!!!!! Write more my friend, Write more ! It free’s the heart and soul and I am finding that the more I write, the more I am freed…….. Blessings and love to you !
Bonita
thanks so very much, i rarely write things,, this is true,, i miss my brother so much, but i know i’ll see him one day again..
– deegarra
He is looking down over you Dee…and all the ones he loved on earth. He smiles when you are happy…and wants to hold you when you are sad. I think you can feel him sometimes. He is strong. One day when you meet again it will be glorious.
I miss my brother terribly,, still three years later i still look to call him.. thanks for saying such wonderful things , i really believe it’s all true…
– deegarra