So Many Ways to Die

Mark German
Author: Mark Germancommunity host
Word Count: 296
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So Many Ways to Die

So Many Ways to Die belongs to the following groups:

All Things Poetic, Artistic, Philosophical and Melbourne & Victoria

I’m dying a suffocating death
Not a sweet, delirious asphyxiation, but a drawn-out, cloying, greyness snuffing death

I’m dying a thousand sharp deaths
Bleeding from wounds I never knew I had; wounds creating more wounds. Spirals, sides without ends, a Möbius Strip of deaths

I’m dying a fighting death
Defiant to my end, brash and bold, in-your-face-fuck-you death

I’m dying a sympathetic, symbiotic, synergistic death
At one with everything, everyone, roiling, sea-sick, harmoniously echoing like a barbershop suicide-cult humming a dirge with outstretched neck and gulping air

I’m dying a running death
Fleeting, fleeing, twisting the turns, slipping the nooses, skidding along the icy edges and the gritted, brittle teeth

I’m dying a searching death
Eternally seeking the popular mirage, the slippery eel of ideal, the One Tree that everyone knows, but no one finds

I’m dying the frantic death
Of filling and fulfilling, of catching up, topping up, cramming everything like an insatiable knowledge-beast, with swollen belly and exploding, overloaded brain

I’m dying a benevolent death
One of magnanimous gifting, of bestowing and pleasuring, of sanctimonious offerings to hordes of silent, blind and gaping eyes

I’m dying the confused death
The misunderstood angst of other-worldliness, of self-righteous bewilderment, of fast-talking, meaningless drivel and questioning quirky smiles

I’m dying the common death
The recognition of mortality, the acceptance of What IS, the dim yet shining light of discovery, emptiness; the acknowledgment of humanity, fallibility, and imperfection

I’m dying the lonely death
The drip of the tap at night, the self-conscious step off the train, the halting laugh, the sound of a closing door, the daily routine and the dizzying spin of the playground round-a-bout

So many deaths
So many ways to die

  • Lisa  Jewell

    Lisa Jewell

    So painful….yet it is our common human dominator…

    awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww :((((

  • Astoreth

    Astoreth

    and we are all on this round-a-bout….with so many ways to die. superb writing.

  • Daniel Rayfield

    Daniel Rayfieldcommunity host

    deep deep work

  • ElRobbo

    ElRobbo

    I enjoyed that, Mark!
    Very insightful!
    Nicely done!

  • DeviousLili

    DeviousLili

    Many ways to Die…but just as many ways to Live.

    Great writing, Mark.

  • Caroline Gorka

    Caroline Gorka

    This aches..

  • LeaLoo

    LeaLoo

    so many descriptions of death. So many ways to describe the mortal worry. I liked it!

  • Jacqueline Baker

    Jacqueline Baker

    Deep and insightful writing well done!

  • ArcadiaTempest

    ArcadiaTempest

    Death explained in so many ways….. this was so interesting. Mortality is something people may like to avoid by not talking about it…...here it is unwrapped and wacked on the table right next to the salt and pepper shakers. Very Looking in and through the insides of this matter. Cheers

  • gypsycaster

    gypsycaster

    Breathtaking and oddly empowering I think.
    Very well written as well.

  • Suzanne German

    Suzanne German

    Hey Mark, if you manage to experience any of these and
    live through them

    ...then you’ve done more than die a death …...

    haven’t you?

    love your sis’
    suzanne xxx

  • Mark Germancommunity host replied

    Indeed….
    xxx

  • butchart

    butchart

    and so many ways to live before we die…..... great writing…......b

  • Mary Campbell

    Mary Campbell

    So many ways to die, yet it only takes one..
    blink and it’s gone, left to the next

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