A minute will pass,
but it was really hours
A day will pass,
but it was really a week
The four walls around me morph
suddenly no longer there
reality completely fades
I cannot move
how long was I gone this time?

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…..something that has always been….


darkgrrl, morph, dissociation, anxiety

For over 20 years I have written
scattered thoughts
poetic words
and words of darkness
sometimes barely writing one word on a page…
it has been the only way to voice that which I cannot speak

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  • Arcadia Tempest
    Arcadia Tempestover 2 years ago

    It cannot be easy to live along side this…. I can only imagine the difficulties this presents to being present but I find this so very compelling for it spoke to me of of owning what is in a life and the honesty is just so very real and now… x

  • thank you Arcadia
    you have a very good point
    – darkgrrl

    – K Lockhart

  • Mark Ramstead
    Mark Ramsteadover 2 years ago

    Lost touch?
    Afraid of the now?
    Life is too much?
    Why and how?

  • this is perhaps the best description
    that I can give of something that plagues me

    – K Lockhart

  • Mark Ramstead
    Mark Ramsteadover 2 years ago

    You face this plague alone?

  • Heather King
    Heather Kingover 2 years ago

    i know sweetheart

  • autumnwind
    autumnwindover 2 years ago

    want to say you are certainly not alone and mean it one way, as different things make life hard for so many of us, so in that respect, we are one together, often holding the others hand, if we are lucky. an incredible write that hurts the heart because I wish it were different. hugging you, xoxoxooxxoxooxoxxoxoo

    MINDSETabout 1 year ago

    Wow…….. heavy, I liked it…….

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