Gem Eve

George watched helplessly, almost mezmerised by the knifes descent as it slowly formed the words:
MY DADDY WOULDN’T SAVE ME

Though reality is harsh,
I watch you everyday.
Chuck it on the path,
And step,
And jump,
And Spit
As you go about your life
Like I never was a part..

So why do I breathe?

Power is frustration.
Power is exhilaration.
Power is me with you,
On a daily-fucking-basis.

I watched you rage,
Scream and cry.
Tore out our page,
Shoved it away.

And you’ll come tumbling down
Nothing but-a fumbling clown
Within your own world of deceit and lies
Soon you’ll be at home with the shit and flies

To watch the dreams,
Watch you
Pass me by,
Every night, every day.
Run in fear, in pain

Am I the burning silence?

Am I the unsucessful escapes?

Am I the misunderstandings dogging your steps?

Am I the fading joy of coming home?

Pain laced hands
Wiping, drying,
The moist face
Of old miseries.

Life wasn’t meant for a story,
But for us to realise ourselves,
The disappointing reality.

Remember
Remember how we
Used to believe,
We could last forever?

How do I..
How can I prove..
I don’t understand
But, i’m waiting.
I’ll keep on waiting
Until I understand,
Until I can let you go
Without letting go
Of myself

How we used to fear.
That times would change,
And lives would splinter.
Listen, the devils whisper

"No, p-please.. spare him! spare him! please!" the man screamed, desperately clawing at the chains keeping him from his son

I’d keep the pain,
Take back my heart
And re-live the silence.
If I could only See you
One more time
As mine.

Left behind in a sea of hate,

Time is running
Away from me,
I can’t
I can’t keep up.
Help me catch
That runnaway time,
One we missed-
Where we were together
Always,
and forever?

Etched within this
Dark, empty pit -
Shining through
Like nothing else could
Like nothing else would

Not one step,
Not one twitch.

Can’t they see
He’s in my mind?