When I decided to move to a smaller home in the south I felt I was downsizing and simplifying my life. This has not been the case. Since the move was a total disaster, the movers stole, damaged and lost many favorite things of mine, I felt it was a payment I must make. I then discovered that the house I bought flooded each and every time it rained and I was defrauded by the previous owners on a number of levels.
Now it has come that my older brother is sick with Luekimia and must have a bone marrow transplant, I of course am the only perfect match out of six siblings and must travel back and forth to Dallas for testing, exams and more testing. I have just been told that I have hepatitis C and that it could be the same as a death sentence. I am very upset. My life has not been one of ease, I have moved over fifty times, I have been sick a good portion of my life and recently was injured in a drunk driving accident, had two neck surgeries attempting to repair it, my house burned down, I lost two very good friends, my father, my daughter and my husband, I also was harrassed by the IRS, ripped off by thieves and scammers, lied to by men and become depressed over and over at the inhumanity man has to man and animal. I do not know why God would let these demonic monsters continue to live on this lovely planet powered by greed, pride and ego. I guess if I am to have my death wish, it is to be away from all the evil, small minded jerks running things.
Well I am done for now, I may be back later to completely argue this rant