Sentimental Pain by CryingBuffalo17

And just when you thought that things could not get any worse, they do. The feeling that maybe you messed up on something makes you feel vulnerable and weak. He no longer smiles as we pass the hallways and he no longer says “hey!” or hi…but what happened? I don’t understand the whole gap that is now the silence between us. I think it was something that I wanted to happen which drove him away from me. He probably thinks of me as a young hopeless heart which has nothing better to do than to fantasize about something that he doesn’t want to become involved with. It shatters the heart sometimes and when it does the pain is unbelievable. I don’t know what to say to him now, much less how to face myself in order to talk to him again. There is nothing that is attaching him to me, so he has to be able to make his decisions with out me thinking that he has to answer to me. Yeah I do have feelings for him but I have learned that mislead love is the worst cause for tears and the saddest form of sentimental pain.