Jealousy
Jealousy is one of the seven deadly sins, and if it really is a deadly sin then why hasn’t it killed me yet? I think I die slowly, and then…just then everything comes back; there is no me for pain to wound. His words can no longer reach me, they can no longer move me…but then when she comes in the picture, everything changes and I have to pretend that I love them both. Like that we get along and …
Sentimental Pain
And just when you thought that things could not get any worse, they do. The feeling that maybe you messed up on something makes you feel vulnerable and weak. He no longer smiles as we pass the hallways and he no longer says “hey!” or hi…but what happened? I don’t understand the whole gap that is now the silence between us. I think it was something that I wanted to happen which drove him away from…
Told or Spoken to? Decide
Being told, and being spoken too are different things…sometimes you have to listen and sometimes you have to take everything into consideration so when you hear someone telling you what you have to do…do you hear them or really listen to them? I mean if your told that something that you profoundly believe in may just be in your head and heart, what do you say to that? Is there something that you …
Boredom
Why be bored with things that you can always make fun? I don’t understand. If everything was supposed to be in order and just as most people say that they have to be, then why would you do anything to begin with? Is there a point of being involved in something that you can’t even make your own? I mean yes there have to be rules and regulations and stuff like that but then again why do there have …
Living in the ghetto
Living in the ghetto… it shows up as the worst thing that anybody could possibly do.
Running barefoot and standing in the rain watching everybody else live a happy life…what is that all about? It don’t make sense that people would have to be forced to live like that because they have no money to make it in the world…It’s not right, people don’t know what they are missing until they have nothing b…