So sorry for being a little scarce lately … I have had a lot going on and can now finally breath a little.
First off, I just went for an Interview for a Job here in Kellerberrin at the local Hardware Store. Originally they wanted someone to help reconcile accounts etc on the computer system, but because I could be up and moving at anytime, they have given me a casual position as a sales assistant :) For that I would like to thank Kate, Judy, Scott and Noel!! Without your help I would never have even thought to ask.
I also had my follow up specialist appointment yesterday in Perth, with the Chest and Lung Dr. My results show I am the same and that with time and giving up smoking, there is no reason I can’t lead a full and normal life :) That was the best news I could have heard. I have been so anxious and confused about exactly what I could and couldn’t do from now on. Now I am more aware. So I am sticking to my plan of cutting down slowly on the smoking to the point when I move and am relatively stress free I will finally give them up for good. Of the results all were normal except for one which was bordering on Normal so I am glad the tests etc from earlier this year picked up the Disease early on and now I can work on not allowing that to get any worse :) :) Great news :)
Have one more hurdle to get over before I can really start thinking about moving on. The mediation service with my ex girlfriend is next week. This is the last thing now stopping me from moving at the moment. Fingers crossed that goes well and something is agreed upon and I can finally start packing :) :)
All this is helping so much with how I am dealing with my Depression, there is nothing like good news and maybe more to the point, having somewhat more control of your own life that helps deal with depression so much easier. :) Right now I am on top of the world. :) VBS
Paul Louis Vil..., about 1 year ago
Hope you stay up there mate! :D
Disenchanted, about 1 year ago
Bloody fantastic news Craig. I’m so glad that things are looking up for you and hope that you can maintain that positive focus for a long time to come… I’m painfully aware of how hard it is to quit the ‘fags’ as I’ve attempted many times in the past all with unsucessful results. I’m sure it will happen but I just need to be right in my own head first I suppose.
Good luck with the mediation mate… hope all works out for the best and I am sure you will breathe a big sigh of relief once it’s done ‘n’ dusted… as you said, you’ll be able to get on with your life again.
More power to you mate.
Cheers.
Matt
Janelle, about 1 year ago
YYYYYYAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY!!!! I am soooo glad to hear all of that Craig have been thinking of you (((hugs)))
Craig Shillington, about 1 year ago
THanks Paul. :) I’m up there now and so will try to STAY there for as long as possible. ‘Bout time things swung my way a bit ;) VBS
Craig Shillington, about 1 year ago
VBS Thanks Matt :) I think the trick with giving up the smokes is to actually WANT to give up, you know. You really have to be behind it and not giving up for someone else, or because you HAVE to. Although having to does help a lot in the end when you really want to. ;) I DO want to, but am realistic at the moment that that would be too hard, so I have been cutting down slowly. Seems a bit easier that way and I am figuring once I am moved and settled again … it will be a snap :) VBS
Craig Shillington, about 1 year ago
{{{{hugs}}}} Hello Janelle :) Thank you :) :) Why aren’t you at Uni??? eh!! ;)
Jessica Tremp, about 1 year ago
oh Craig, that is wonderful to hear…all power to you my friend…and let’s hope the rest sorts itself out pretty quickly too xxx
Joe Mortelliti, about 1 year ago
You doing great Craig,good to read things are on the improve,all the best
Michelle422, about 1 year ago
Craig, I can empathise with your difficulty in giving up smoking. I never smoked. I couldn’t see the sense in it.
However my mother and my 2 sisters were smokers.
I saw just how difficult it was for the 3 of them to stop.
I know that my mother’s heart attack at 46 (she should have died but she was too stubborn) was a direct result of her smoking and when she struggled back from the massive heart attack, she continued to smoke. It was so difficult for me to watch. I would argue and chastise and beg but to no avail and I just had to accept that it was her decision. Very difficult. I loved her dearly.
Also I watched as my 2 sister overcame the addiction. I am so very proud of them. I don’t judge people when it comes to quitting smoking. We all have our demons. Mine include (in no specific order) Jaffas, very strong black coffee, red wine, toasted cheese sandwiches, blue vein cheese, potato crisps, etc. Don’t ask me to give them up!!
But, all that aside, I think that you are going to be just fine. More than fine. After reading and responding to an earlier post from you, I am so very delighted with your tenacity and drive to live life and continue with your art. Best wishes, as always, Michelle.
StacyLee, about 1 year ago
So glad to hear this Craig. As someone who suffers from asthma… I can relate to what it’s like living life without normal lung function. It makes it a little more difficult ;)
demon, about 1 year ago
Good news on all accounts Craig…may your next hurdle only be a tiny one. Keep going strong
Empress, about 1 year ago
very BIG smile, indeed!
marieancolie, about 1 year ago
Stay on top of the world Craig . And yes VBS and all my best wishes, from the bottom of my heart
gordontant, about 1 year ago
Craig…. I was beginning to wonder,
But the health side is great news I am really happy for you.
I can also understand you in this regard on the smoking, Family members etc
Regards your mediation, I hope it goes well.
The Job is BRILLIANT news and at least it means a little extra cash for you. and that it gets you out of the house…
Keep going strong Craig, we are thinking of you
kseriphyn
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about 1 year ago
You’re an inspiration Craig. Keep at it and congrats on the job.
Evangeline Than, about 1 year ago
So glad to hear that Craig :) VBS!!
Craig Shillington, about 1 year ago
Awwww :D VBS Thanks so much guys!! I sorta feel bad because a wonderful Woman came all the way from Perth (2hrs) just for the 30 minute or so appointment and then went all the way back!! I should have offered her a coffee or something but was a little euphoric and didn’t think.
Michelle, I know from experience I need to WANT to give up smoking to be able to. At the moment my smoking subconsciously helps me deal with stress. It’s a dirty old bad best friend that is slowly killing me. BUT!!! I do want to give up and I have a plan on doing so which started when I first learned about my lung disease. I have no one telling me to stop except myself and I am doing so, my way. And by doing that I know I WILL! :) VBS
Kristy Lee, about 1 year ago
C R A I G ! Gooooooooo Craaaaaiig! If only you could have seen the killer cheerleader moves I just did!! buhaha
Seriously good news about the job and the lungs and all. You CAN and WILL lead a healthy happy life Craig. Just stay empowered..do all you can to keep yourself calm and happy. And of course, one step at a time.
We’ll be waiting to hear how it goes next week and fingers crossed it’ll be more good news. It’s all UP UP UP from here mate.
Wishing you lotsa love, luck and laughter HUGGGGGGGS and a mwaaah xox
Andrew Bosman, about 1 year ago
GOOD ON YOU CRAIG!!!!
That’s great news. Good luck with the rest.
Cheers mate.
Durotriges, about 1 year ago
Great to hear some good news Craig! Hang on in there and I really hope the mediation goes well. Hope it sets you free! :-D
David Haviland, about 1 year ago
Glad things are on the up. Keep going. :-)
petelangman, about 1 year ago
All the best mate and well done. I gave up smoking 2 years ago, your right it is a state of mind. With the money a saved i bought a brand new car. Apart from your health give yourself a goal. . . . New camera etc. Again all the best:
Princessbren2006, about 1 year ago
good to hear craig – onward and upwards
Elaine van Dyk, about 1 year ago
That’s really positive news, Craig….....and by the end of next week you’ll be in control of so much more. I’ll cross my fingers and toes for you for the mediation session. :):)
Rhana Griffin, about 1 year ago
..Oh Craig (((((((((((((((((((HUGS THE BEJESUS OUTTA YA))))))))))))))))))
I’m so glad things are turning around for you… when you get back home, I am sooooobringing my microphone!!
Darren Stones, about 1 year ago
Craig, all the best. Keep focussed on the things that bring you happiness.
Cheers.
Jeff Burns, about 1 year ago
That is great news I am so glad things are looking up for you. That is AWESOME.
One day at a time. One step at a time
Starr1949, about 1 year ago
Craig, I have missed seeing you around. I`m happy you are doing better. Getting your life back on track is great to hear! I hope all goes well for you and with that attitude I see no reason as to why it shouldn`t! I wish you the best in life and in all your endeavors. Sincerely, Starr
Craig Shillington, about 1 year ago
VBS Thanks guys :) You have no idea how beautiful and touching your words are and I am indebted to each and everyone of you for listening and helping me through my bad times which I needlessly share with you all. I am at this sage on top of the world, still anxious and nervous but so much happier I feel I have so much control back and even though Ihave no friends here with me in the physical, I have so may wonderful friends here on the Bubble that help me so much. Soon, hopefully, I will even get to meet some of you. :)
Rhana … ;) That means you better bloody bring two, I don’t have one ;) We should go out to karaoke sometime LMAO ;) I have a blank note pad next to me again too. I might start writing again :) VBS Just gotta get some tunes down now eh :)
AbyssalSoul, about 1 year ago
COME ON! * with the voice of Leyton Hewitt * That’s a lot of good news! Awesome news! From all the stuff that you had gone through, you deserve a bloody moment of peace and goodness. And let’s hope there are many more to come! Sorry of I always write odd sentences, guess it’s my style ;P
Glad to have you back and as creative as usual! =)
Suzanne German, about 1 year ago
Craig – relaly pleased that your news is mainly good! You know depression literally means pushing down in analytic terms – repressing or repression.
When you are expressing (as you feel comforatble to do here on RB) yo are preventing repression from building up inside you to fomr resentment and bitterness – which in turn (I believe) aids illnesses along. Depression exacerbates a spiralling immune system…so good vibes and feelings creating endorphins (exercise can help) and adrenaline often does a little too (excitement) can help prevent immune systems getting worse(that’s what I belive anyway along with other eclectic or wholisitic practitioners)....
On a lighter note – how nice that you feel supported at RB – You are so supportive and envcouraging to so many newcomers Craig – you deserve it back!
When I ws new on RB you promited my work – I ws so touched and felt so welcomed by you!
Thanks and hope things keep going well for you…I am also going through a separation – selling a house – re-purchasing x 2 one for ech of us – 2 children involved – it’s a lot!!! But we will get there!!!
Hang in there Craig – thinking of you
Suzanne:)
Suzanne German, about 1 year ago
...suzanne makes mental note….always remember to check your spellings before hitting enter….arghhh!!!....always forget to! I am too impatient!....
mawaho, about 1 year ago
All the very best to you Craig. You have sent out so many good vibes and smiles here on the bubble that you deserve them back many times over.
Craig Shillington, about 1 year ago
LOL AB!!! COME ON ;) Hehehe Ya dag ;)
{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}} Awwwww Suzanne!! Thank you!!
Di Edwards, about 1 year ago
Hi Craig, I just got home yesterday from the US and your journal entry was very welcome. I’m so glad to hear things are picking up for you. I still have lots to catch up on and I see you’ve added some new works so I’m looking forward to checking them out.
Take care. Hugs!!!!
Di