For centuries it seemed, I searched the heavens
Unsure that what I sought could even be
Yet resolute that I could seek an eternity
If it was necessary to find the light
Who would guide my days
Sure he must be there
Just beyond reach
Waiting
Hoping
Praying
Seeking
Just as I
Did I need a guide to live and breathe?
No, but was I really living? Or only
Playing at it for a time?
How can one live, really live
With only hope and dreams
Only prayers and wishes
And simple food and drink?
I did not live in this
Yearnful
Mournful
Needful
Unfulfilled
Subsistence
I found him in the rubble, charry from entry
With his smile and wit somehow intact
In spite of minor damages
He lit my soul with a gaze
And I became the moon
Waxen and full, beaming
For he was not merely a meekly shining star
I had dreamt within my longings
But the ever-rising sun, so bright
It burned the cataracts from my eyes
I hadn’t known I’d owned
Sometimes the blind
Cannot see that they are blinded
When they are blinded to the truth
Beyond the measure of mere sight
Having found more than I bargained for, I seek now
Only every moment I could steal within his aura
Resolute to seek an eternity, of course
Beside him within the heavens of his gaze
I thank God every moment we live
We two halves who now are whole
Sun and moon, not merely stars
And I pray we light the path
Others may follow
Who are, like we were
Waiting
Hoping
Praying
Seeking
Most yearnfully
Mournfully
Needfully unfulfilled
I pray they will
One day go beyond
Subsistence
And find life
Together
To light the world
Comments
Oh Constance … the beauty of this poem is hard to put into words. You longed for the enchantment .. looked for it .. waited for it .. then one day it came and you describe a bliss that surpasses all others. But what makes this even MORE beautiful, MORE loving is that you wish for all those who long for that same bliss to find it as you have so the entire world can be brighter. Your wanting to share what you have found is the most touching part of this poem. No wonder I love you so much my dear friend.
Talk to you tomorrow night .. don’t forget! — Judi