Reality to me is not real !
because of the feelings i feel,
are based on lies,
so i have the feeling that i want to die.
to run from all the pain
I realize there’s no pain, and that i’m only insane.
the life i live is neither fantasy, nor reality
it’s an escape, from my purpose in life
which i thought was having children and a wife.
but!@#$%^ I was wrong
opposite of right, not left but gone.
confused by my mishaps and occurances
i embrace the feelings of hurt with assurance
that feelings pass and i’ll be okay
So back to living life happy day by day.
how i am currently feeling