recovery
the need for acceptance of something better then me that is the opposite sex
is what i thought would make me better, but a better understanding of who i am
and where i’m going, makes me feel a whole hell of a lot better. I am a good person
who lets people walk all over him… for what reason, low self esteem? I am working on me from now on, a change.. for the better, whether you like it or not, me being happy is the most important thing to me, and if you don’t wanna be invloved or wanna help…
i guess you can go on your merry little way and stay the fuck away from me!
mattchew n niki I t leave joshy out d=)
mtda
You let people walk all over u cuz your an addict and a sick part of u is drawn to people like that. But another part of u, the better part, is drawn to people like us, your friends. Don’t beat yourself up too much over this, you tried with her and found out who she really is, your only human there’s no way u could have known how things would turn out. It will hurt I’m sure but pain either tears u apart or makes u stronger, that is the choice u face now.
vshelby
I do not want to….I no longer infect other’s with myself hate. I’m not sure if it’s really contagious..or people just lie to my face intentionally (NO RESPECT!) Levels of freedom, BOGUS! Bottom line, congrats on recovery. (Please don’t take it as me being out of line.)
conceited replied
that’s good to hear, yeah people nowadays would rather lie to your face then to tell the truth, there is no respect, not for themselves anyways, and no i don’t think your post/comment was out of line, it’s very true and realistic. I LIKE THAT!!!
thank you