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She is my Constant Reminder - My heartbeat

She reminds me again why I’m alive
Every time I stare into her eyes
She revives
And revitalizes
The dying being that inside
Suicidal tendencies
Floods my total being
Sometimes I want to play God
And rescue this poor man soul
That my body embodies
And holds
I’m tired of life fucking me
My ass done had enough
I’m tired of deep throating on reality
Sucking my life into a blackhole
That robs me of my gravity
I’m a dreamer
That dreams to live a life
Better than that of my fantasies
Life a bitch
And I’m the one she loves fucking over
Sometimes I want to grab the knife and end this shit
Let the curtain fall
….
No applause
No roaring crowd
No encore
….
Just let the curtain fall

Let it all be over
….
But as the curtain begins to fall like a guillotine
To behead
He who is me
The poor man on floor
Waiting for his demise on what use to be praying knees

He suddenly …
hears the applause
The roar
The chant for an encore
….
Sees his reason to live
To continue with the show
To stand strong and to grow

She reminds me again why I’m alive
Every time I stare into her eyes
She revives
And revitalizes
The dying being that inside

I keep her picture in my phone
She helps me to find
My mind when I’m alone
Replay the memories
Rewind the phone conversations
The her and me
The many sensations

And for I wait

Because for her I want

Because for her I need

I made her into my world
So it is her I breathe
It is her I live
So it is her I bleed
It is her I only see

It is her I have love for
…forever I shall…
Till the sun drowns
For her … my heart pounds
The reason my heart speaks
Through my chest all you can hear is….
“I love you
I love you”
Within every heartbeat

She is my Constant Reminder - My heartbeat

colorblind

Davis, United States

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Artist's Description

I’m underneath a dogpile of things
And sometimes I lost hope
But ….she is the light that keeps me going
She is the one that ignites the power
She is ….. love
And I thank her for being who she is ….. love

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