My Hot-Wired Heart

My brain -
is overdosing on the memories
Like to have a syringe
Of the liquidize past
Hammered into this skull, of pulsating brain meat
That is overcooked
Burned to the 3rd degree
From the wildfire of memories
My heart -
pumping closer and closer to suicide
Like to be the bloody pendulum of its own demise
My soul
tearing with every thought of you
As if the mere thought of you
Turns on a blender with a helicopter blade
That robs the air I breathe
Cutting it short
No split ends
Just splitting headaches
That pounds like a thousand racing hearts
She didn’t need the keys to my heart
She still got away with it
Drove away in my hot-wired heart
Leaving me…..
to be roadkill
Skid marks
Of her burning out
Still remain on the rotten corpse
That once
Use to be me
Now as I sit here
Reincarnated as the middle finger
That stands tall
Yelling loudly and proudly
“Fuck You”
Without any words at all
….silently….
Just speaking with action
On the hand of Time
Ticking
and
Ticking
and
Ticking
As the seconds
minutes
&
hours
Slowly start picking
Eating the life from beneath you
Scavenges upon your flesh of lies
Slowly devour
The very essence of you
You’re beautiful
But you don’t see that
Because you don’t look in the rear-view mirror
You know that
If you do so
You will see the memories
So keep driving in my hot-wire heart
Eventually
The memories will catch up with you
And you will finally see
What you left behind
…..
Apart of you
That you left to rot
To skunk up the roads of yesterday
You left apart of yourself to die
…..
That part….was me

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This has nothing to do with my present relationship. Everything is good…smilez….I just was thinking of my last relationship on this one. I sometimes wonder if they ever looked back after they stole away with my heart. Do they ever regret what they have done. I would love to ask ….but what has been done has been done. And does who linger in the past just ….live forever in the past never to see the future….

Comments

  • S .
    S .over 5 years ago

    brilliant cb… great work

  • Thanks big bro……yea its a topic i’ve been wanted to work with
    glad that you likes man…truly…your little bro daz

    – colorblind

  • Christie  Moses
    Christie Mosesover 5 years ago

    oh Damn!! Do i ever know the feelings in this one. Awesome sad writing Daz. The image is F***ing amazing also. xoxoxo

  • Thank you Christie…..yea thats one of my latest pieces thank you ….xoxo
    Glad you passed on my piece …smooches to you…yea those feelings aren’t great ones….Good that you are able to relate and just gives you more insight on where I was coming from…..sincerely daz

    – colorblind

  • JamieLA
    JamieLAover 5 years ago

    I love the way you write.. No bullshit.
    This is so great! :)

  • Seriously to have you say that means alot to me ….i’ve been writing for 2yrs now…and to have you say that to me is like wonderful….just the mere comment of such makes one very very happy…i’m glad to have such words from you….daz….xoxo

    – colorblind

  • wigs
    wigsover 5 years ago

    well that was briliantly written… fab imagery in your words Daz….. and would I like to ask the last man who stole my heart if he regretted what he did….yes I would, but he just vanished!!!!
    Now just moving forward….

  • thank you
    and hey thats the only direction we can move into…. forward
    i’m glad you like this one
    Yea i couldn’t imagine stealing someone heart …..i know i would be hurting
    i don’t know i guess some people are immune to feeling such guilt and regret…..

    – colorblind

  • Trenchtownrock
    Trenchtownrockover 5 years ago

    That is some amazing piece of writing..I just turned green with envy..LOL..my goodness homie you really delivered with this one..the entire piece just jumped out the box from the get and rolled like a sweeping fire destroying all ints path….rediculous good..

  • lol Thanks truly respectable when coming from you my friend
    its nice to hear from the many fabolous artist here and they like your work
    yall truly make me smile …thank you….thumbs up man …daz
    and lol…bout time i ain’t the only who turns green….lol….because you have pieces that i wish i would have came up with as well …lol just like many others here….what a place to be ….the bubble…

    – colorblind

  • Trenchtownrock
    Trenchtownrockover 5 years ago

    I just saw all my misspelled words in the last comment..the Bubble cooks homie…your work always shine..one love and keep banging with words.

  • JaneSolomon
    JaneSolomonover 5 years ago

    man I love this piece Daz….just keep driving with my hot wired heart baby….xxx

  • poeticgenius
    poeticgeniusover 5 years ago

    Nice son snap snap ya heard me I love it I think this how starr felt you inspired me again I got some heat coming

  • princessleah
    princessleahabout 5 years ago

    Great write CB, it’s her loss, not yours. Keep moving forward my friend, never look back, because it will make you trip over if you do…….

  • Rikki Woods
    Rikki Woodsabout 5 years ago

    This totally rocks.

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