Chlobot

You left your horizon to lay with me
in manmade blankets on manmade pillows
bubbled over and reeking our manmade emotions.

If you ever went to church you’d know;
God has nothing to do with this.

It might have been today
When my body layed flat against some other girls bed
And I let myself remember
I let myself remember how much I miss you.
Not for the highs of the jokes or …

as you exited the room
ears stuffed with your Eros pink words

some other moments, i think about the way you used to kiss&pinch&hold, allyourlovers.
unconvinced now
that you want me