I want you to watch
because
this one’s for you
and me
and all the things we did
and didn’t do
the memory
and promise
of hard lips
forceful kisses
and your hands
rained down on me
like there
was a storm
and I fought
and bit deep
lashed
against it
and your teeth
were everywhere
my thighs
my throat
my hands
in your hair
until my wrists
are bound
and I gasp for it
I have to beg
and growl
and tear
and lap up the sweat
the whimpering
beast
you let me meet
like I wanted to
and I still do
I want it
to tear you
up
and tie me
down
feel the rain on our backs
the mud
trickling over
breasts
bare feet
I want the dirt
to sharpen my teeth
and
breathe
deep
deeper
until it’s
a scream
I want to beat
the earth
until the ground
swallows
us whole
and I want you
to watch
because this one’s
for you.