i felt loved
when i was with you all my troubles flew away
i thought we were forever.
I found the one who called me beautiful instead of hot,
who called me back when i hung up on him,
He held my hand in front of his friends,
who thinks i’m just as pretty without makeup on.
He constantly reminded me of how much he cared for me
+ how lucky his was to have me, he was the one who
turned to his friends and says, ’that’s her’.
I thought it was true. But it soon ended.
My whole world fell apart, I thought i wouldnt have been
able to carry on, i felt lifeless, nothing was worth living anymore.
but i carried on, my friends helped me through, but i felt nothing
but numbness inside of me. I used to see him passing by.
My heart used to skip a beat, hoping he’d come and say he was sorry
and stupid in leaving me go and he wanted me back, but instead.
He used to look the opposite way and blatantly ignore me.

I thought there would be never anyone like him, thats when i met him.
This boy is nothing compared to what he was like. He was nicer, kinder,
better looking and caring than the other.
We lie under the stars and watch the clouds fly by,
he’d hold my hand in front of his friends.
He’d kiss my forehead and tell me he’s the luckiest boy alive.
We spend hours just laying there watching films.
I thought i’d never been able to trust anyone like that again.
I was wrong.