oops i did it again

Made you sweat a little
stutter and tremble a little
The pulse in the air carried my sigh
as I tried to sell you the ice queen charade
And would you know, you bought the lie

Making you seek some colour
behind toneless emotionless squaller
Wasn’t ready for the flame inside me today
spreading waves of red over my coldblue skin
heat violently urging me; ‘ask him to stay’

i didn’t, so you left that day

and since then
i did it again

with a stutter, a tremble
a fight not to surrender
i am fighting for fear
for all that it stands for;
a cover up grin, every dry tear

whilst i pray that you probe
keep asking my heart
if you could have the thrill
of seeing me fall apart

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Comments

  • LindaR
    LindaRover 2 years ago

    sublime lines ~ so well defined…
    “fighting for fear
    for all that it stands for;
    a cover up grin, every dry tear”

    so good to see you hear again, scrolling and scripting with heart xxx

  • Michael Walters
    Michael Waltersover 2 years ago

    Hey there:) So nice to read your work, this is sublime and inspiring and touching. So beautiful:)x

  • BlaizerB
    BlaizerBover 2 years ago

    as always fantastic writing, cheers

  • Peter Evans
    Peter Evansover 1 year ago

    Excellent !!

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