A bit more about me and my box by blueravenice

I received a lovely bubblemail today and it has inspired me to give you a bit more insight into my life.

I am a mother of 2 boys and yep they are both living in the box with me. Number 1 Son is trying to create his own box at the moment and branch out from home with his gf as he calls her while the Number 2 Son is a new born teenager who is too old for his old box but too young for the new one he keeps trying on. Reading my last Journal again does make me realise that I didn’t at all mention my wonderful husband and this is probably because he doesn’t believe he lives in a box. He is happy with the pathway his life is taking and only has one distraction in his life which would be me the nonconformist mess. I am a loved frustration even though I beg him to run away and become a hippy with me on my bad days he proudly reminds me that he isn’t giving up all the things he has worked hard for to aspire to be a homeless bum. He makes me laugh and I drive him utterly insane because I want more out of life and I don’t care if it means having less. I am not a materialistic person as I value people over possessions but I do have to admit I love to shop for fun and can be distracted by the bling bling. He is a wonderful man that loves me very much and I do love him with all my heart. He once told me that he could sum me up in one word….Intoxicating. I think that has to be the most beautiful word ever. So there is a clip. I am a very complex soul lots of ifs and buts and maybes. I am the most under confident, confident person ever. I paint, I write poetry, I draw, I sing, I write lyrics, I inspire people to find their potential yet I am stuck in a box and I know that my potential must be on the outside of this box somewhere waiting for me to come find it. Oh yes there is also a little bit of darkness mixed in there as well but what box wouldn’t have a dark corner or two.

Please drop me a line even if you can’t tell me how to get out of my box I would love to know about yours.

BRI