Bloody

keep starting over again
try not to forget
how to do that part
cause thats the step that counts

i died years
ago
im just sitting waiting
for life to catch up to
me
theres something
swimming in my skull
a fish with razor teeth

and if this is what your
god had in mind for me
who…

all you have to do
is nothing
and you can say
"it might’ve been mine"
if only
if only I’d
turns into
"well I tried"

I gotta wonder what makes you think
I care about what you say?
In a perfect world you’d give me your money
and go away

I don’t want to talk about politics
I don’t wanna talk about how ni…

Until the sun begins to rise
I don’t have the time
then its too late
whatever dreams I may have had
they’re just going to have to wait

give me your dirty fingers
put them in my eyes
Rip the skin off my face
and dont tell my why
i wanna be beautiful
I wanna be blind
Pretend to be happy
just like you
I wanna be beautiful…

i had a dream in which I stopped
a man i used to know
who wore my coat
as i rushed through indecision
on a mission
given from a goat in paper suits
and hooks on his fingers
the fe…

i knew i wanted to kiss you
the first time we met

and i knew that id miss you
the first time you left

how funny it is,
watching time go by
still living another life
in the back of yo…

When I look the world in soft focus
I see color
I see light
Look at the world in soft focus
isn’t this they way we learn to sleep at night

When I can’t see it,
I can taste it
I can hea…

I could paint you
a pretty little picture
write a pretty little song for you
I could make a pretty little anything
that you wanted me to

But Im
writing this sick harmony
and Im think…

I need to feel your skin
just wear it around
I wish I could pull
both of your eyes out
I love you so
I
Love you so

I wish that i could climb
into your ribcage
I would build a nest …

You don’t need to open your mouth
If you aren’t putting something in it

You saw a picture in a magazine and you thought
I’ll buy that
But the picture was a woman and the product was her time
The trade off was her body
the depreciation was in her mind
and you t…

This is about saint louis, at least how I felt about saint louis, and still kind of do.

trash is something that you put in a bag
But i prefer to wear clothes

I went back home, but i couldnt find work
they said my story has already been sold
i picked up a phone book
called all my old friends
turns out my old friends had all gotten old

where do…

the sound of breaking glass,
Sirens at my doorstep
I didn’t know what was next
that was the last straw,
at least thats what i thought.

I put my heart in my pocket,
pulled a skeleton …

gonna lay back
vomit and pray

its gotta be quiet
its gotta be cute
its gotta be pink and fluffy
its gotta be new

just call me harmless
i’m only a girl
i’m what you want me to be
cuz this is your world

i’m just l…

plug into your electric morphine
sleep deeply darling proles
fondle your remote
but don’t ask who’s in control