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black eyed child

Not a modern man / but he runs without a hand / Felines watch the snow / pile until there is no ground left to prowl / Watch as they prete…

let go

Spectral spectacle looking for another lost organism for the feast / Breathless chimera seeking its true mother’s teat / Any other wo…

Blank

A page left blank / is far more / meaningful / than any word / one could ever write

means to be alive

To be something that is more / More than this life we lead / Before nihilistic dreams take a hold / Before we blot ourselves to infinity /…

Free

Her smile / incinerated the sun / and reflects off the moon / whispered / the man from nowhere / Time is an illusion that is immeasurable …

final

Every day and night I try to escape my mind / Night time liquor coerce these thoughts to move quicker / Lonely eyes follow a trail of tears…

Escape

All those nights / that I spent alone / All those nights / that I spent at home / Chasing ghosts fueled on amphetamines / Amplifying rogu…

reconcile

Underneath the floor boards lay a distant memory / The house creaks and the chemical smell remains- / a stain to your soft spoken nostrils …

algorithms

An algorithm to strike it rich / A description dedicated to a bitch / Words slowly lose their meaning / Forever he thought they would be / …

I am

I am / alive and healthy / I cannot sleep most nights / Because I enjoy being depressed / and heartbroken / I am one inch away from rain d…

Gritty

Clozapine to take away the sadness / Olanzapine to take away the madness / Haloperidol to stop the dopaminergic receptors / Adderall to k…

I’ll be here for you

I don’t want anyone else. / I miss you / It cannot be helped / I miss you / Your heart may not belong to me- / But, I’ll contin…

truthfully

tired of depressing words / tried to find expressive verbs / but the adjectives were too objective / couldn’t make sense of unfeeling…

truhtfully

tired of depressing words / tried to find expressive verbs / but the adjectives were too objective / couldn’t make sense of unfeeling…

truhtfully

tired of depressing words / tried to find expressive verbs / but the adjectives were too objective / couldn’t make sense of unfeeling…

Smooth

Think he enjoys being depressed / cracking under the pressures of stress / the lonely walls surrounding his breath / there is only one way …

sound of life

Get over it / I am over it / But I’ll never really be over it / I am never getting over it / it’ll be a painful secret / locked…

remembrance

a fountain of memories / will resurface the fact / that / well- / I am alone / Loneliness isn’t too bad / But / you see / it is the…

growing dreary

Sorry- / I tried / really did try / to make it out / alive / But- / these thoughts / are eating / my / insides / Life- / is a loop / set t…

undying slumber of a fresh cadaver

Choices from the voices lingering through a mind wishing for a nine / to end this bullshit with a bullet but even then a burning isn’…

useless

You wouldn’t recognize loneliness / the pain of lowliness / couldn’t understand the way these waves seem to fade / wouldn̵…

white noise

Every word erased / so they cannot see / Plots gone to haste / We are (not) temporary / Beautiful dreamer returned to the sea / Perpetuatin…

exist infinitely

Who am I? / Probably the dead guy who was holding that sign / Questions always linger about our existence / But even when you’re dead…

Voice

A tender balance hinges / on your every decision / You made a moat built to shield your heart / Sorry shadows lurking in the day / stalkin…

What was once your life

Hallucinations become ever clear because of everclear / Not too certain whether it is guilt or remorse / A loss likens to the lone violet o…

mist

We wish for peace / To people and parts unknown / But our time slowly recedes / into the mist / Only to be forgotten by all effected / Sup…

Think I’ve waited a thousand days for this wine pitcher to be empty / Now we’re caught on this lonely day / Where the sun’…

no longer

There wasn’t a day / that went by where I didn’t try / A full year of trying to right the past / and prove a future that was al…

blur

Reality tends to blur / The days are riddled with confusion / Deep breaths / Wandering sighs / How long was I out / Did I just stop mid- / …

A letter

Who am I / Who are you / Questions streaming / From the mouth of / a neurotic home-less man / The streets were littered with these somber …

entranced

Exist in a moment that was so far gone / Sleeping on a windowsill / She does not know why / He will never understand why / Run from this sc…

This life is a broker

Better scurry off young one / Better run to the sun / Stomach is sick / Suicidal thrill / Chilled drink in hand / The trigger is close / Bu…

indefinite sleep

Cease bliss / with a shot of bleach / and piss / The world won’t stop / but that does not mean / We cannot end / The universe is infi…

A black hole to the light that once filled the wo…

These nights are lonely reminders / This penguin is my only friend in the world / To it…. my secrets are passed and forgotten / Somet…

The Mandela effect

Am I X or Y? / I remembered it differently / These events in my mind / It seems to fluctuate as time rolls by / Altered ever so slightly / …

inevitable

The light slips away from the door / all minds will always seek for more / trivial rhyme scheme regurgitated / Lined screams for primal gat…

Cure

Beautiful / we were / Alive / some felt / Vibrations cure the mind / Echoing through the walls of our skulls / telling us it is close / Cl…

Valley of the moon

It does not care / Nor does it shout / The time is near / When all hope is out / Hold on to all that you hold dear / Our system slowly fade…

Lie

What do they tell you… / To chase your dreams? / Attempt to make a difference? / Stand up for what is right? / That we are a species …

Lonely

Lonely dew drops evaporating in a summer night / off a plant that was too familiar to be miss remembered / The warden is off for lunch / wh…

next

Wanted to hear something beautiful one last time / wanted to feel one last time / But our moments feels like an eternity in the sun / it tr…

Late autumn evening

Words come to haunt you / like an angry spirit in the middle of the night / are we justified? / or are we future hostages / we design our …

nothing but time

got nothing but time / to lament the past / figure the dark days ahead / enjoy these seconds / before the curtain rolls / and the credits a…

dissolutum paradoxon

the white noise helps us think / even when we are falling off the edge of a kitchen sink / let us scurry / let us hide / in our great escap…

return

Disappear / Don’t look back / Follow the waves / to another sandy beach / To another paradise / Where the sun don’t shine / Whe…

She

Some nights / I wanna quit / grab a noose and tie it to a bridge / and watch my legs dangle / Some days / I day dream / about the deafen…

stabs

sedentary impediment / mobile revenant / come to claim a throne / built on wax and bone / wire burned your face / seems like now a days e…

knowing

The forest speaks / Noiseless space seeks / a meaning we could never ostensibly understand / an imagination runs wild / but it doesn’…

Matters

mind blank / body still / pocketed dreams / into silent hov lanes / where does the time go? / Eternal and recycled / created or destroyed /…

Dance

Words are but an utterance / a far cry to deep thought / we see in frequencies adjusted to our eyes / wonder what the sound of the end loo…

unknown depths of wilderness

Marching / forward / into / unknown / depths / of / wilderness / Nature will pollute the senses with fresh-air and claustrophobia / and…

fork

They called me a kid- / a kid with too much facial hair / A kid with no place in their office / no place in this world / nights end with ti…

Hums

The prospect of bullets fluttering across the night sky / doesn’t seem too disagreeable / would be the words of a sad man from an alt…

Mother of Cats

There’s little time to be unhappy / To be disposed from matters of consequence / Mother of Cats, woman beyond my dreams / you make ev…

metronome

Happiness / in metronome / is measured by / your smile / the way your eyes follow mine / as we make our rounds through familiar places / qu…

till the last stretch

One- / two / t h r e e / four / a blood stained picture / reached the floor / Is it possible to hate / someone / that you’ve never m…

Complete

a tremor of life / is what you brought me / numbness faded to joy and euphoria / every kiss and smile we share / is worth every second of t…

Longing

Every / second / I’m / Not / with / you / I’m / not / truly / living / Like most nights / when you’re not near / I…

Happiness

True happiness / is unlike any drug bought / or found in a / back alley / It is / a wave of joy / circulating through the synapses / li…

My love

Been a man of many plans / Busy working to define a fitting end / Living in the moment between now and then / Then you came / My only gem /…

Not quite

Ethereal creature / has come / to take / the life / I once knew / Tears tear a rift / in the life / that / I once knew / I’m not q…

You

A train ride / is a small price / to pay to be truly / utterly / happy / Time I share with you / is a portion / of my life / that I call …

a late epitaph, for a future funeral

Idle hands / No plans / Void / Surrounded by billions / only to feel / alone / in this closet / of a room / a prison / where the warden i…

never ending

Life is a comedy and a tragedy / Never forget, Never forget / The foreground is the epitome of lines / On the wings of a Pegasus headed to …

It is what it is

Sounding out voices with a video box orchestra / In to the snow we go / Where dreams are made / and seasons change on a whim / Where pessim…

Anew

I am still here / and you’re still here / could write you a poem everyday / just to describe a symphony of emotions you’ve made…

the night where feelings eat you alive

Night / couldn’t sleep tight / try to stay alive / just to survive / this nightmare / I’m not letting go / I’m not going …

I am

If I was a giant / I’d look for a mountain to sit upon / If I was a drunk / I’d find a bar stool to sit upon / If I was guided…

till the end

Feelings are weird / Being is odd / Living why? / The sun apologized / Comets will roll on like extra screws / Some will come, some will go…

Fear, Love and Suicide

Steamrolled tears / Twilight fears / Circling cloudy thoughts / Rose water anointing corpses / Resurrection and betrayal / It was always …

“What’s it feel to be anything at all…

It’s a struggle to find a corner to piss on / Walking through your days / Like you are someone worth being noted / Spending your nigh…

Someone already dead

In the end it’s a fruitless journey to find meaning / To find purpose / Wishing for sudden happiness / Pray for lightening / only to…

Demonized

Colors exist to the eye like waves of spectrum / Each distinguishable to the brain / Designed evoke emotion / Promote asphyxiation / ItR…

waves

Disappear / Up…into the air / away, you are / don’t forget to- / say your / last prayer

exist

Disappear into a perpetually never ending expansion of the psyche / Never to return or be heard from / It was a wedding between dust and as…

know

Take me to the beach / and save me from all that I know / Words seem to prepare us / Words seem to spare us / Take me out of reach- / from …

Deja-vu

Heard this once before / When the alarm is set / But before the bed is wet- / from a cold sweat / Run boy run / Into the mouth of the stars…

Gorecki

Fragmented particles displaced for a moment / Reflecting waves of light for a just a moment / In glass we find the meaning to all- for jus…

You’re there

Thoughts / and thinking / bringing the brink / ever so closer / yet / you’re there / and for some reason / that’s all the diffe…

Cycles

Flickering images / Mass produced / Subconsciously seen / In a fruitless pursuit / Of happiness / In one instant / The city is turned to …
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