Oh, modern Niobe, name changed, hubris remaining
Rich beyond imagination from labor none of your own
Perfidious bitch, boasting your powers
Reveling in your victory
Your time will come
Although impious humans refuse belief
Don’t be so sure that the Gods of Olympus do not still wreck their havoc
And may it be so
Mighty, Leto mother of Artemis and Apollo, arrows always true
Just look at how she struts and brags of her supernatural luck
A fine son by me, two daughters by a traitorous bastard of bastards
Simply view her perfidy, and wreck your havoc
No, I do not call upon you to send Apollo to fire his arrows
Death-dealing in each instance upon the innocence she bore in her evil womb
They, being human, and not Gorgon, may yet escape the curse of Niobie’s reincarnate black heart
Yet, there is still work to be done, let us work a plan to deceive and destroy sacrilege incarnate
I beg you, great Goddess, second in power only to Hera herself
Hear me from your temple in Delos, and we shall sow the seeds of justice
Where heretofore only those of hatred and brazen haughtiness has reigned
Send your deadly son, as a visitation upon her house
Making but one exception of your vengeance from former days
Make his arrows true, to be sure
Yet, have their effect last only so long as to have this odious reincarnation meet the fate of her forebearer
Have him, Gods pardon my need for vengeance and see my vision through,
Have your son, Leto, whom none can match, make a visitation with his sure bow and swift arrows
Pray save me for this, which is not more than the manifestation of a just heart, and hurt no child
Yet, have an arrow delivering only deep sleep pierce my precious son, as he rides his bicycle, hands above his head, while his mother watches
Then, as sisters, in spite of the betrayal in which they were conceived, gather round to mourn their beloved, sweet brother themselves be struck: one after another
Have our disguised Niobe, believing herself greater than any creature human or otherwise
Act as she who ruled with her husband over the kingdom of Thebes
Have her fold herself over her youngest, inept attempt to protect her from presumable death
Yet, just prior, have he who bears the soul of mendacity, approach the scene and cast himself in to the pit of Hades, to live as nothing less than the shade his soul already is
And in her grief, have her turned to stone, a statue carried by just winds to her equally heartless parents,
Father far from the formerly great Tantalus, father of original Niobe and only man great enough to be a guest at the table of the Gods, before his wretched crime
Yet who will certainly share his fate
Mother, who wears only the disguise of one with a heart: truly Gorgon, insidiously having turned her own heart to stone
Have them, so near to them in their belief of their economic immortality, the result of diamonds stashed behind wall sockets by a grandmother during the trials of the 1930s
Bear witness each day to the statue of their precious daughter in whom they profess disappointment, stone leaking salty fluids from her tear glands
Have them beat their breasts as did Narcissus, at the loss of their pseudo-love, progeny of their own love manifested as cutting insults delivered by the hour, too slow witted to do so by the minute
Finally, great Leto, revive the innocent and fill them with your wisdom
Pray they each learn from the prideful futility and disastrous mendacity of their Mother, Father, and Erstwhile-Paper Father
Bring me sweet Goddess, to be in the presence of that boy strong of spirit and heart
Yet, lacking in any pretensions of immortal gifts
Allow us to flourish, and especially he, the innocent of innocence
Moreover, have the girls also find peace of heart
I will take them myself
I will imbue in them piety to the Gods, who are swift in their Justice
Allow them all to prosper in spirit, in wisdom, and in life
Issue this prayer with a pure heart and a clear conscience, in the name of justice, both yours and my own
©1/9/2011
Comments
If Zeus himself does not see what you eloquently describe……. then we’re in deeper shit than ever…… Wonderful exposition Blanchot… Bravo et merci…..
I’m afraid that the shit is rather deep. Nonetheless, I don’t quit until I’m dead. Thanks, my friend. Cheers, Rusty
– Rusty Gentry
I just hope we all wake up to the Gods we are… then all this depending on others to change so we can feel better will end. We will see the light and know we have the power to live the lives we desire by focusing on what we want rather than on what we don’t..
Great Leo,,, let us open our eyes to our Magnificence. xoxox
well Leto too.. teeheheheh
Have no fear, dear. I’m a God and more. That does not help me see my son, or deliver justice to the fucking bitch keeping her from me. Yes? xo, Rusty
– Rusty Gentry
well I shall refrain dearest.. I know that that more I focus on what is not right in my life, people, places and things, the more that thing or person persists in driving me mad… It is just my own experience, you are in this life free, and one is so free one can accept anything they see as true.
xoxox
I know that your intentions are good Lina. I have not seen my son in 3 fucking years. The parent who is not driven mad by that is a poor parent. It’s really true. If you haven’t had kids, you have absolutely no idea.
In general, I will agree with you. In this case, I’ve had enough. This is destroying me, and I will not be destroyed. My son is being hurt. Do you get it? Love, Rusty
– Rusty Gentry
Your call to the modern Niobe… is timely and so thoughtful.
Thank you, Izzy. I’m glad you stopped by to comment. Cheers, Rusty
– Rusty Gentry
yes dearest I do, and I believe you will find a way because your desire is so great. infact I know you will.
Rusty, I read this powerfully moving write but found it necessary to sit on my response…collect my thoughts…this write is too overwhelming…sad…painful…but with hope for better days. I’m not a parent so I couldn’t possibly know what you’re going through. However, I understand with the deepest heart imaginable. Peace and love be with you always, Lisa =) XO
Thanks, girly. I’m very close to resolving this issue. I just can’t take it anymore. I have a strategy. xo, Rusty
– Rusty Gentry
I had to go back to my Greek mythology to get the essence of your meaning of this write. I see who the Niobe who was all pretentious and boastful of her abilities of being fruitful thus giving her a greater stance over Leto whom only had two children in the modern Niobe I see why you ask for justice for the children whom are the innocent; justice for Niobe’s children as well as your son’s. You say you are willing to take in the sisters for they also have no fault, in this way Justice will be shown to all. May justice be shown to you with your son, and to all humankind.
Iris
Iris,
(SMARTASS WARNING)Justice to all mankind is about as likely as Exxon Mobile dropping gas prices, because they made record profits last quarter. I gave up on Utopian dreams a long time ago. Understand, this is not personal, and is me being my sarcastic self more than anything.
Actually, I could care less for Niobe’s children. Perhaps reading this, Black Holes and Dreams, will clarify the situation somewhat. Thank you for the comment. I’ll trade all the Greek or Roman mythology you wish. Cheers, Rusty
– Rusty Gentry
I forgot to mention that this has been written with lots of passion and very heartfelt.
Thanks, Iris. It’s the only way I know how to do it. So, I’m not sure I can take any credit for it. xo
– Rusty Gentry
When one summons the gods let them be very wary it goes beyond careful what you wish for it might just happens. There is a cost associated to every action, including this petition. You will see your son; it just might not be in the timing you’d like. This as you already know, I know personally. xx
Lisa, I can’t live with this anymore. Perhaps seeing the hot link to Iris above will clarify. I am being eaten up inside.
I understand your concern. I’m afraid, without being condescending in any way, that you cannot understand how it kills a parent to be kept away from his child. This cannot go on any longer. But, I take your point, dear. xo, Rusty
– Rusty Gentry