And yet it will be the same

Nothing will ever change

I can hide in the shadows of fear

And yet the fact will remain

As it remains

I am here but u are not

I breathe and you do not

I am fighting but u a have already fought

I am thinking what u have already thought

I am living but u are already gone

Days roll in and out

Like my everyday tasteless bitter coffee

My life will never be in any way as sweet

With you a part of me will always stay

With me apart of u will always remain

Sunday mornings are not as beautiful or bright

The walks in the evenings are not as peaceful

The air doesn’t smell as sweet

And songs are not as great

Life has become a little less

Without your smile

Life has become a little less

Without your voice

life is no life if your not in it

i can tell myself a million lies

tell myself that ure in the skies

believe that you’re still alive

but the truth remains that now u live only in my memories

that i will never hold ure hand

see ure face

or make u smile or even mad

now, all that i have are the pictures in my head

pictures that was once my reality

i have lost you…to keep you was not within my ability

and since, living has become just a formality

a responsibility ….just a duty

the days since THAT day

are unlike the days before

though i would like to ask for more

i could not…i would not

for i know

that u were tired

and needed to be set free

so i let you go ….i let you leave

be one with the wind

sail the storming seas

see places in your dreams

still, i cant help but to wonder if u remember me

if you know my name

if you know what i feel

if u know what u mean

what u are

to me

i am and will always be

the child you fed

the child you dressed

the child you tucked in bed

the child for whom you cared

for i know not how to be anything but the child that had u in her life…

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