Each day i search
for a little bit of light
Each day i catch
My falling soul and i fight
Each day i survive just to die the next
My mind often so perplexed
By the soul that is so complex
I do not know if i had sinned
I must have hurt someone with a million pricking pins
If i had then probably i deserve this
i must have wronged another soul
Made it weep , ache and left it to die…. very slow
For what my soul feels is harder than to live or even die
For i rather have not existed than to live and die all at the same time
If i am being punished for something i did in another life
I pray …..i pray to the god i never believed
I pray so that you will forgive
Forgive this soul for its sin
and wash away all the pain
Let it come clean
Let it come clean