Somewhere inside… I AM
Somewhere far within me ….I AM
Caught in between …..I AM
I AM yet somehow I AM NOT

The ringing in my head just wouldn’t stop
i fight yet i fall
i am weak and breaking
i am losing
crying
lying
hiding
pretending
i am an yet i am not

cant put on this freak show
I know it
I know it in my head
I never can seem to say it
Say it,exactly as it is
I AM caught in a place far from home
Although this is all that i have ever known

Somehow this time ….this place seem to not fit
How is it, that i am so sure of this ….i really DONT KNOW
Some how i just KNOW