insanity and reality

It’s a constant struggle to live without it
Like the sickness of an addict
Right and wrong has got nothing to do with it
When all I want to do is survive it

So very few understand the chaos in me
My mind and heart are torn apart
I try to tell myself
I am strong
Nothing is wrong
AM I A LIAR?

I need to do what should be done
But my mind….
She just wont stop….
She just wants to run
and run….
and run
Running all over the place
I need her to stop
Just STOP
Finish THIS!!!

What do you do when insanity is your oldest friend
and reality is just a company?
What do you do when you feed on
the little games you play in your mind ?

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Comments

  • Carly Symes
    Carly Symesover 4 years ago

    I can seriously relate to this so much! Well written x

  • thank you very muc…m glad you can relate to it …..make me feel m not alone

    – blackvixen

  • Ushna Sardar
    Ushna Sardarover 4 years ago

  • thank you very very muc for the feature :)))

    – blackvixen

  • jedidiah morley
    jedidiah morleyover 4 years ago

    embrace the madness :o)

  • haha yup i ges thats da only solution…

    – blackvixen

  • S .
    S .over 4 years ago

    wow … can feel the build up of emotions in you
    usually in this case i pick one and go with it
    but thats always easier said than done
    always enjoy reading your poetry dear
    s

  • hey there magic man…m glad you took the time to comment….its always an honour to have you commenting

    – blackvixen

  • Jet ...
    Jet ...over 4 years ago

    well.. that describes my feeln in a nutshell! :)

  • really?? m glad to know that….you know why??? it means i am not alone… thank for ya comment darl

    – blackvixen

  • Slick Chic
    Slick Chicover 4 years ago

    no you aint no liar gurl.. everyone needs to reassure themselves when they think or feel a lil insane.. i absolutely love this.. especially this part:
    What do you do when insanity is your oldest friend
    and reality is just a company?
    What do you do when you feed on
    the little games you play in your mind ?

  • Lore and Oida (The Plume)
    Lore and Oida ...over 4 years ago

    don’t mistake actuality for reality. don’t let htem fool you

    reality is in between actuality and imagination.

  • i like that " reality is in between actuality and imagination"

    – blackvixen

  • Lore and Oida (The Plume)
    Lore and Oida ...over 4 years ago

    i like that you like hte truth;)

  • yea i think so too

    – blackvixen

  • barbarajm
    barbarajmover 4 years ago

    just try to have fun with the chaos. Not easy but can be entertaining. LOL lovely and powerful and all to well understood.
    barb

  • EDGYONE
    EDGYONEalmost 4 years ago

    I’m sorta beginning to enjoy insanity,theres alot of freedom that comes with it.Were free to act upon thoughts that sane people would be to afraid or to self concious or to worried what others will think,the crazies don’t give a fuck about any of that.Embrace it girl and send everyone runnin for the hills,scared to death of that crazy woman.Then with them out of the way,a girl can finally have some fun!!!!!Hang in there Renee.Edgy

  • randy….i’ve been lookin for ya u know….i’ve missed you…..yea i gess ure ryte it’ll be fun to scare the shit outta ppl somtimes…..

    – blackvixen

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