hello,i know u may wonder why i am writing this on the internet where anything is possible but i guess it is me subconsiously hopeing that someone somewhere can help me. i think i em going through depression and my mind is constantly tormenting my feeling like a bully. i have thoughts of suicide at night, i think of how easy it would be to grab the bottle of pills in the hallway and swollow them and just fall asleep peacefully. or to just use the razor in my cubby and slide it down my arm while i wish it all away. the only thing i feear losing is my little sister. she is my world, like my child. i dont know what to do or how to ask my family for help. i often cry myself to sleep, i dont know what to do. someone, please help.