hello,
i know u may wonder why i am writing this on the internet where anything is possible but i guess it is me subconsiously hopeing that someone somewhere can help me. i think i em going through depression and my mind is constantly tormenting my feeling like a bully. i have thoughts of suicide at night, i think of how easy it would be to grab the bottle of pills in the hallway and swollow them and just fall asleep peacefully. or to just use the razor in my cubby and slide it down my arm while i wish it all away. the only thing i feear losing is my little sister. she is my world, like my child. i dont know what to do or how to ask my family for help. i often cry myself to sleep, i dont know what to do. someone, please help.
Damian
Well, from the other side of the world, I’ll try and help! You’re a young, creative pisces, so probably living with non-creative, non-pisces people who don’t get you, or understand why you see things the way you do, or say and act the way you do. You’d be trying to fit in, because you care about people and want to be liked, but hating yourself for selling out your true self.
I’m only guessing, because you haven’t said why, but you’re here on redbubble, and you’re a pisces, and you’re feeling depression. I can relate.
It will suck, because you’re not independant yet, but find your own world, and the people who care about you, because you’ll always be different. But would you really want to be like everyone else? You’re special, you’re unique – you’re not a clone.
You need to keep going with your passions, if it’s art, writing, music, photography, helping people, all of them. Don’t do subjects, uni whatever just because you think it’ll make other people happy. Work out what you want and do it. That will keep you happy; that will keep you safe; that will keep you sane!
I don’t know if I’ve said anything helpful to you, but things do get better! There will come a time when you can shape your own world, and that’s something to look forward to!
Suzanne German
Hello – I agree with everything our fellow piscean has said to you – from another piscean! (you will be more sensitive and intuitive and gentle on the inside – that velunerabilty is your strength and you will be able to make it your strength – Damien is right – just belive it)
Kayleen..I don’t know what is bothering you so much – obviously there is a younger sister you are close to – hang on to that please – she will want to hang onto you too!
If you like – and want to be private you can email me on
suzanne.german@gmail.com
I may try and see what ’s going on and perhaps together we can talk things through – even though it is on email – words are very powerful and I will do my best to help you.
I have worked as a psychotherapist so I may be able to offer you something….don’t give up and I hope to hear from you either here on Red Bubble or on my gmail address.
talk to you soon
with care
Suzanne