benkenning

theres a very winter feeling in my body, memories of this sensation, bring back sensations of this time in the last two years starts off with cold toes that want to expand and stretch hunkered down in the cold air of my studio, fumes of paint and turps floating in the air, sitting on the ground with my rug and heater closely by.

sifting through images if one image and thinking where to go in my studio -
creativity and interest seem to be coming back to me such a nice feeling so long time has passed now its a big sigh of relief.
im still tripping everyday but its come relax for now anyway, is it medication, is it anything, is it in cycle? i dunno, but this flight panic is tiny adrenalin always in sometimes too much feel from mostly no feel emotion stretches and draws out long on waves of want of descriptless emotives