benkenning

so Journal here we are!

two bodies of work, the same but different, just like people or god! .. i guess.
So it seems ive regressed the most real point making art has ever come to for me. The original instinct to recreate darkness, to express the breaking of constitution of mind, and on the other side its being put back together again, still fragile, something more forward, colorful and lively, but still breaking, hypercolor darkness,
. . and on the flipside
what i just wrote.

so its alot of fun, two solo shows booked in for next year maybe, two bodies of work, two styles based on layering, depth of field, gesture, messy planned structural chaos, both complete but wanting more raw unfinished but finished more finesse getting there but not quite there. maybe its there but its just not doing. on its way from somewhere.

seems to look like the journey of spirit in art, that thing that keeps miving and never stops… moving, tracing, recognising, seperating and connecting. motion and rest…. yess.

paper, board, enamel, acrylic, canvas, chalk pastel, ink, oil stick, charcoal, graphite, string and spray paint and sticks without stones.

the journey forward is looking good, learning more, intuitive process of inquiry for the offboard heady traveller.

i guess some of it gets worked out on paper, and books. Oh! the books :D
i want to rip all the pages out and past them all over the place but they cost so much.. the books. but i think i will i will look at the pages more, appreciate them more. But is this sacrilidge! sacred books. hmmm