more of the moreness (something new!)
so Journal here we are!
two bodies of work, the same but different, just like people or god! .. i guess.
So it seems ive regressed the most real point making art has ever come to for me. The original instinct to recreate darkness, to express the breaking of constitution of mind, and on the other side its being put back together again, still fragile, something more forward, colorful and liv…
the story rolls on....
morning rant blah blah blah etc etcetera!
so im actually beginning to paint. wet in wet with enamels/oil based house paints, blending beautiful colors, its fucking rad, a whole new thing has opened up and the skill set is allowing it to work, colorful, complex, subtle sliding marks, thick.
Still informed by the layered, structural, addative/deleting type process it adds another string to …
Next Solo Show coming up this June/July or August
Hi all! :D still considering where the next show will be held at, in Wickham or another Show at foresight. Next show should be really good, working on a range of hand made, adlib sculptural, type old and ratty supports and structures which has been awesome fun, so im hoping the next show will be even more colorful and alive and a 100 times more gritty, should be an interesting mix of work betwe…
paradox feeling space
theres a very winter feeling in my body, memories of this sensation, bring back sensations of this time in the last two years starts off with cold toes that want to expand and stretch hunkered down in the cold air of my studio, fumes of paint and turps floating in the air, sitting on the ground with my rug and heater closely by.
sifting through images if one image and thinking where …
a drop in the ocean
year comes tumbling to an end….
ends new start up send me backwards happy days ! days are ends… ends anew,
tumbling through…...........
............... starts my heart beat kicking for you, you are my day, sunrise warmhearts breathing in my eye, sigh….. and heavy breath, your sweat, trickle down your neck … cool drops in the ocean starts connected heart beats in motion….
trickery (unfresh memories)
why cant i just die when i close my eyes…..............................................................................
reappear and dissapear when i draw to loose my breath….............................................
.. stuck in familiar surroundings makes my heartbeat cry….................................
damaged braincells cut eyes in my minds sigh….................................
Katha Upanishad
*(this is not an original piece of writing, it is from the Upanishads (Indian/Hindu text)this deals with the somewhat contradictory state of existence and so i feel it ties in with my work
THAT is not born, neither does it die; it sprang from nothing,
nothing sprang from it. Unborn, eternal, everlasting, ancient,
THAT is not killed though the body is killed.
If the slayer thinks he sl…
kitten paw (sonnet of the never ending)
i am an animal…............................................................................................................................
i do not think…........ i do not blink….....i close myeyes…..... outsides my disguise,
dig down in my sheets…............and fall asleep.
........... Groggy…..... sleepy…. yawns…............escaping,.no longer. more or less a pawn…...