songs of spine & salt

brush my hair aside
trace your lips along my spine
& read the stories in my bones

this one, here, by my rib
read me Hemingway in the bath
and smelled of cut grass
it took me months
to stop inhaling my pillow
with a smile

here, along the curve of my shoulder
this one brushed my hair for hours
& cooked me jambalaya
in a moon shaped dish
he’s still turmeric and cayenne
to me

this freckle against my rib
she won me with sarcastic German
and medieval hair
she laughed when I tasted of grapes
& said I scowled like a gorgon
even as I slept

this bone, here, with the kink
belongs to him
with the slide guitar & cowboy boots
who howled at the moon with me
left handprints on my thighs
& smelled of leather, & lemon, & lust

Tequila lives here, by this scar
on my hip
she threw me against the wall
& finally pounced
then the next day proposed marriage
to a dull boy with black eyes
& no idea

this lower rib, if you lean in
still smells of the ocean
of a blue eyed boy with
dirty laugh & carnal wrists
who let me lick the salt from his skin
& still reads every word

this bruise at my tailbone
just doesn’t heal
but his scent of pears and cigarettes
is becoming fainter
& no longer turns my stomach
or my heart

brush my hair away
& find a bone

choose your scent

write your song

& leave it on my skin

so I can play it
when you’re gone
& smile

© bellmusker 2008


bellmusker

songs of spine & salt by

for those with songs for me……..past, present & future

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About bellmusker

I love the words that fall between the cracks; where I have to roll my sleeve up, jam my arm down into the darkness, and yank the stories up by their hair.

I write with black coffee, and bare feet.

Both seem to help.

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  • PJ Ryan
    PJ Ryanabout 4 years ago

    Bell, this is so amazing .. it’s truly the best piece of lyrical poetry i’ve read in a long while !!

    It hit me in the heart .. sat in throat ..

    It’s truly beautiful

    brush my hair aside
    trace your lips along my spine
    & read the stories in my bones

    absolute ripper opening lines !!!

  • Thank you sweetheart!

    I’m coming to a point in my life where I realise that those who left their mark on me, also left their lesson….be it a bruise or a caress, I’m learning to see the blessing in them all. And that lets so much light in, that I never imagined before……thank you for reading x x x x

    – bellmusker

  • Lisa  Jewell
    Lisa Jewellabout 4 years ago

    “brush my hair aside
    trace your lips along my spine
    & read the stories in my bones”

    Fuck – that is brilliance…….the stories in your bones….my gods woman, YES YES YES……

    this is a fav as you are XOXOXO so damn much to absorb…..LOVE IT….

  • PJ Ryan
    PJ Ryanabout 4 years ago

    i love your philosophy .. it will make you feel lighter ..

    remember, they were drawn to you also because you had a message/lesson for them :)

    xx

  • A message for them also? Hmmmm….beware contrary witches with red hair and clenched fists, who will pin you down in ink & only show tenderness while you sleep…..but I know what you mean. I hope they feel the same way.

    – bellmusker

  • PJ Ryan
    PJ Ryanabout 4 years ago

    ha !!

    i was once a red haired witch with a clenched fist :)

    i can assure you they will feel this way .. if not now .. some day .. here or thereafter :)

  • butchart
    butchartabout 4 years ago

    oh bell……….. you are indeed delicious……… and so is this……. that you now see lessons and maybe even joy in what was past is a hard earned gift………….. thank you for sharing your mind and body with us…………………………………..b

  • LittleHelen
    LittleHelenabout 4 years ago

    Wrist bone…
    Scent…Stella McCartney and Patchouli Oil…
    Song…Seductress of Bums…
    You remember me?

    Haha…what a stunning piece of writing…you are on fire girl xx

  • Oh sweetheart, you took up the challenge…& went straight to my wrist! How well you know me. x x x

    – bellmusker

  • deliriousgirl
    deliriousgirlabout 4 years ago

    left handprints on my thighs
    & smelled of leather, & lemon, & lust

    Ahhhhhhhhhh, just so damned fine! Just a great tribute to an incredible past, present, and future of an amazing woman!

  • Laurie McClave
    Laurie McClaveabout 4 years ago

    Bell i love this sooo much , such a delicate and delirious way to put forth your heart feelings and memory imprints…. I love your mind baby and I can hear the music…. xxoo L

  • roybarry
    roybarryabout 4 years ago

    Amazing writing, so powerful and emotive.

  • Luckyvegetable
    Luckyvegetableabout 4 years ago

    It’s not that I’m speechless…it’s that I can’t find words good enough to describe this….If there’s one thing I love about being a reader, it’s finding wisdom in words that makes me nod, makes me understand, makes me feel a twist of pride in my stomach to know that the writer of those words is out there, is amazing.