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Berlin...again by bellmusker

Posted on September 05, 2011

This is my sixth time in Berlin and believe me, it won’t be my last. This is also my third Berlin journal over the years, and the happiest one yet, given that three of my favourite people skipped along the cobblestones with me – a Red Bubble reunion of the best kind.


Holls and I in front of the Berlin Wall

This time I had three weeks to set up camp, renting a beautiful apartment with a balcony to write on. I did just that for several days, enjoying my solitude and wandering around my favourite city. However, I did have one hellish day that drained the ink from my pen: I got lost, a waiter yelled at me, I spent my whole internet booking trying in vain to remember my email password, bees ate my salad, and then on the U-Bahn coming home, I felt a brushing against my leg and thought “God, these German bees are pretty full on…this one’s almost stroking me.” No, that would be the dirty old man next to me, his hand up my dress. It was nothing a long bath and a glass of Rottkäppchen champagne couldn’t wash away though, and when I realised I’d landed on the 50th anniversary of the building of the Berlin Wall, my mind was soon on the important things.

I stood at the airport gate the next morning with a big sign proclaiming ‘Fräulein Fainting Goat!’ and waited for Holly to appear. Her little goat legs almost gave out from under her when she saw me, so fierce was her laughter, and suddenly we were wiping away each other’s tears and covering our cheeks and foreheads with red lipstick kisses.

And so it began.


East Side Gallery

East Side Gallery

Some of the murals were a touch…perplexing

We started a tradition of a huge Frühstück (breakfast) in my favourite cafe, Godot – a platter of berries, cheeses and bread – before walking to the Berlin Wall. Behind this section of the wall is a ‘beach’ on the banks of the river Spree, and here we stretched out in deck chairs, bare feet digging into sand as sunshine sparkled on the water, Chris Isaak crooned and our champagne glasses clinked.

There was a four hour walking tour of Berlin with an extraordinary guide, taking us from Bebelplatz, where the book burnings took place, to the site of Hitler’s bunker, and everywhere in between – such an intense afternoon.


Holocaust Memorial

Beautiful medieval ruin in the middle of Berlin

Poster art

Amazing huge Milchkaffees and Apfeltorte

Gorgeous ivy everywhere

And then Hilde arrived! My Dutch soul sister, penpal of mine for over ten years, and companion every single time I head to Europe, who was squeezed so hard I’m sure she returned with bruises. She and I had hit Berlin together years before for a feminist punk festival, and took great delight in retracing our steps, right down to more huge Frühstücks with litres of Irish coffee.

Hilde, Holls and I basked in the hot sunshine, hit flea markets galore, counted butterflies, watched German policemen parachute into Pariser Platz in front of the Brandenburg Gate, spent an incredible afternoon in a beer garden on the edges of a lake, braided each others’ hair, grooved to the ‘True Blood’ soundtrack, frocked up for cocktails in the Red Harp, and had an indulgent, blissful picnic in the Tiergarten with dates, blueberries and Rottkäppchen (Red Riding Hood) champagne as we opened our notebooks and scribbled, dozed in the sun, snacked and smiled so damn much our cheeks hurt.


My girls in front of the Brandenburg Gate

Dates, blueberries and Red Riding Hood champagne…a true picnic!

Picnic in the Tiergarten

The wonderful Tiergarten, right in the heart of the city

Blissful bubblers indeed…joy fatigue

I don’t want to write about the goodbyes, if that’s ok with you.

And then I was standing on my balcony, watching the storm brewing that announced one Gretchen Cello.

To have this woman with me was a delight beyond measure – from Alexanderplatz to Kreuzberg, photobooths to vintage shopping, and even a side trip to Poland. We had our German firing on all cyclinders and ate so much goat’s cheese we almost grew horns, but every moment was something to write about, right down to cruising through the night-time streets of Berlin in the back of a speeding cab, swilling Jägermeister from the bottle.


Frühstück at Godot

Frühstück makes me happy

East German propaganda in the Stasi Museum

Fascinating Stasi (East German Secret Police) spy disguises

‘Smell samples’ in jars used to track suspects

And then there was me, on my balcony, spilling as much ink as I could into my red notebook and trying to capture all the magic of the city I love most, and the people I adore.

Berlin.

Auf wiedersehen, Liebchen.

  • Michael Jones

    Michael Jones

    It is really great to see somebody living their dream, to the full! I truly know how you feel about being in THAT space, you really have to be THERE and in the zone, to soak up all the things about your muse which allows you to create. Nice journal, you, can see that you are just floating everywhere, cheers, M

  • bellmusker:

    I had just about the most perfect trip, Michael…everything fell into place beautifully, and you can read it on my face in the photos. Thanks for reading, much appreciated :-)

  • Mel Brackstone.com

    Mel Brackstone...

    I love reading about your journeys :)

  • bellmusker:

    I love writing about my journeys, Mel…takes me right back there!

  • Leith O'Malley

    Leith O'Malley

    Beautiful scenery, beautiful people and beautiful words Bell!
    Damn.. that’s a lot of B’s.

    Best watch your salad :)

  • bellmusker:

    I swear, they DID eat my salad…but that was the least offensive part of that day, believe me, Leith :-)

  • hilde

    hilde

    Babes, you look absolutely STUNNING in that picture in front of Godot and the one on the balcony (and all the others, of course, haha, but these just jumped up to me from the screen)….the polkadot shoes are divine. Always love to read your travel posts…especially if I’m in them myself. Miss you so much!

  • bellmusker:

    Oh liefje, I’ve been feeling your absence acutely since you left Berlin…but what memories we wove! And as for the pics, well, place me in front of cheese and my face lights up, that’s all it is :-) Hope you’re feeling back to your beautiful self X x

  • berndt2

    berndt2

    Ah, Berlin! Such a cool place (and once again rockin’ to the beat of visiting ‘Bubblers!). I’m certain Berliners are going to be waking up in weeks to come feeling that their vibrant city has somehow, inexplicably, in no way they can quite put a finger on, become ever so slightly less vibrant once you’re all back in your home territory!

  • bellmusker:

    Women all over Berlin will suddenly be able to find red shoes in stores again, but the local cheese suppliers will be bereft, I fear! And god, yes, those Stasi disguises are still ominous, given what they are, but so ludicrous also, hey?

  • berndt2

    berndt2

    p.s. Those secret police disguises look so…. so…..um…. fooproof? (guffaw!)

  • berndt2

    berndt2

    (foolproof)

  • James Barker

    James Barker

    Looks like you had an amazing time, Bell. Fabulous photos and a very interesting journal entry- I wish I’d gleaned some info from you before I went there- I missed some of the beautiful nooks you enjoyed x

  • bellmusker:

    James, it’s damn near my favourite place on earth…being back in Melbourne has my head spinning, and my mouth still wanting to spit out German words. Did you enjoy it there? Anytime you’re headed back, let me know, because there are few things I love more than wandering back there, even only in words! Hope all’s well with you x

  • Lawford

    Lawford

    Those shoes…..those shoes!!!

  • bellmusker:

    Cast your eyes over these, good sir…I think I may have a problem.

  • msdebbie

    msdebbie

    Red polka-dot shoes Bell! I will put in a request for those to be worn next writers meet I can make it to!
    Thanks for such a beautiful journal, filled with highlights. SO happy for the great time you shared xxx

  • bellmusker:

    You got it, babe – I will strut up High Street in them with pleasure! And they only cost ten zloty in Poland too :-) I had the best time, I really did, with so many stories, so much laughter and god…so much cheese. x x

  • Andy Smerdon

    Andy Smerdon

    Awesome journey, thanks Bell …………. yeah, those shoes :)

  • bellmusker:

    Those shoes seem to be a smash hit…can’t possibly think why ;-) Thanks Andy – I love writing these travel journals so much, I’m glad you enjoy them.

  • Lisa  Jewell

    Lisa Jewell

    Oh Darling,
    all the images are just so full of life and love….I am sitting rubbing my goosebumps, what a journey…with such kindred loves…and Red Ridinghood Champagne hehe. I’m so thrilled also to read the music you were listening to, I won’t be hiding my vampire love any longer. Oh yeah I don’t really do I. Moving beyond words…thrilling, and I seriously can’t wait to travel with you.
    xxxx

  • bellmusker:

    Full of life and love…oh yes, they are, they really are. And the Red Riding Hood Champagne!! You can imagine my face when I found it; I kept thinking, this had better be good because I want to write that I drank it my whole stay :-)

    And babe, there’s a certain travel journal I hope to put up next year that might just contain stories of a certain dimple cheeked beauty by my side x x x

  • sandra .

    sandra .

    “Amazing huge Milchkaffees and Apfeltorte” …sigh, hehe
    A mouthwatering share Bell
    Sandra xo

  • bellmusker:

    The food there was UNbelievable! Huge portions, so delicious, and swallowed with a big Cheshire Cat grin, believe me x x

  • gretchen cello
  • bellmusker:

    x X x x X x

  • Lawford

    Lawford

    You’d be one cool insect in those six.

  • onetonshadow

    onetonshadow

    The Stasi museum in Normannenstraße was quite one of the most oddly intense places I’ve ever been. It was silent and there was no one else there at all, and nothing was in English and upstairs none of the offices appeared to have been touched since 1989. Terrifying and fascinating.

  • bellmusker:

    I know what you mean. It was so utterly mundane in a way, all mustard yellow upholstery and chipped typewriters, but so ominous at the same time. I have a degree in German and when we studied about the Stasi every single detail fascinated me. My only regret is that I didn’t make it to the prison, but then again, given it was my sixth time in my favourite city, there’ll always be a next one! Like you said, terrifying and fascinating at the same time.

  • onetonshadow

    onetonshadow

    I read that Stasiland book a couple of years ago, I didn’t massively enjoy her writing style but the info was incredible. The stuff about radiating them was dreadful. I also insanely enjoyed The Lives of Others. One of RB’s engineering team grew up in East Berlin. Crazy days.

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