My husband died today.i,m thinking out of my misery what it will be like without your loving arms and eyes on me .in your passage to the other side ,i,m left to feel the pain,bruised ,broken,like a shattered piece of china,i,m breaking up inside.i feel your smile ,your eyes, your love strong still,,.i still feel your pain even in death.they say it,s gods will,my heart feels dead ,i,m living on the edge dazed, dark days.ahead as i look for reason to go on .life must go on i,m told but,mine feels over.the unbearable pain as i look at your portrait,and realize my part is gone ,only half of understanding.it,s there unending,i must somehow look deep inside to look for life,s light again for i will be destroyed. i will miss you my friend, my love ,my companion my husband…..