I am filled with ponderings and worry and lack of sleep as I sit in my comfortable pjs the colour of the skies and painted butterflies hoping to carry me to fly away…
i look outside my window and i see lines and lines of lights, they look like electric stars.
i wonder how many times have i taken life for granted….. how many times have people that i love passed on without me saying everything that i needed to say… that they are loved, they are special, that they have made a good lasting impact on my life… i choke when i think that my mentor, my best friend and my brother – the bother of my soul died alone… i wish and i pray and i bargain and i demand and i pray again that he didn’t die alone…
do you believe in angels? do you believe that there is life after death?
i do, i need to, i can feel their presence as i type this, peace just flows through me and i take a deep breath and release it. everything has a purpose and a reason to it. people are capable of so much whether evil or goodness… the power of the mind is undisputable but so is the power of the heart and of the spirit… miracles are possible, faith is possible, without them what would life be like?
Naylor, about 1 month ago
I believe in Angels !!! I have seen them and spoken to them a few times in my short 35 years that I have been here on this earth…... they are what keeps me comforted in my times of desperation . I have written about one experience I had during my heart surgery in 1996 in a poem that is here on RB….. They are there and the more you believe in them the more you will feel them and the more you will notice the “little”ways that they help to comfort and guild you …....... Do not beat yourself up for the past words unsaid my friend … although I understand what you are feeling and thinking .. I also know that now that you have thought about it you will make sure to say what it is you want to say to those who are special in your life. Those who have passed actually know how you feel about them hon without you having to say a word. You just remembering them everyday shows them how much they are loved still :) (((HUG)))
bearpaw, about 1 month ago
thank you so much for your comforting words my beautiful friend. i will look your poem up… the world is full of more things than we can see….
your presence is very much appreciated, you know that saying about some angels not having wings, and they are called friends? you prove that saying to be true by being who you are.xxx
Judi Taylor, 29 days ago
I have always said that in a huge room of black empty darkness the single flicker of a candle can light up a room! Just one flicker! Now add more candles and more candles and the world can be illuminated. That is what the Earth Angels do … that is what YOU do. :)
atomikboy, 29 days ago
Mundane….thats 4 sure…....
bearpaw in reply to Judi Taylor’s comment, 29 days ago
oh wow thank you so much Judi, that means so much coming from you. you are a wonderful angel friend that i am blessed to know. xx :)
bearpaw in reply to atomikboy’s comment, 29 days ago
thank you heaps for that Atomikboy, you’re right, it will be mundane.
theyellowfury, 29 days ago
My heart goes out to you Bearpaw. Some stuff is just too tough to try to process right away, give your mind more time, even if it’s going a mile a minute just let it go. listen to the tiniest voices inside you, those are the children in there and they’re closest to the subconscious. And above all just give it time.
And meanwhile just do your best in whatever you’re doing.
Angels? Who knows but they’re probably there alright, I reckon myself.
bearpaw in reply to theyellowfury’s comment, 29 days ago
thank you heaps S, your kind comment has touched my heart….. you’re right in what you said about the tiniest voices…
time has passed but i guess some things take longer to process than others…..
thank you for your encouragement, i will try to continue to do my best.
i reckon so too about angels.
x
theyellowfury, 29 days ago
Process, exactly. And when it’s all processed you’re left with a conclusion which is much easier to file. And if it’s not processing you have to wait for something to change.
You don’t seem to need that much help. Be cool.
bearpaw in reply to theyellowfury’s comment, 28 days ago
thank you again S. will do.
mind youself.
Estelle O'Brien, 28 days ago
I know just how you feel ….sometimes I feel scared that I am passing through life without communicating the love and honour I feel for some people in my life…yes I certainly believe in angels and life after death…angels are sent by God to minister to us…all we have to do is look around and believe. I believe in you B. you have such a brave and loving heart…I pray your angels work double time keeping you from any more hurt. xx
bearpaw in reply to Estelle O'Brien’s comment, 27 days ago
thank you so much Estelle, you have been such a blessing in my life, you have a beautiful kind heart and alot of strength that i admire.
may Angels continue to protect you and yours beautiful Estelle xxx