We immediatley connected in such a way that it lifted us above all else. Physically it was so passionate yet so spirtually uplifting. Thats what “making love”is. It’s spiritual yet passionate at the same time. Our intellectual genuine approaceh of sincerity and a pure and true appreciation from one another from when we first met was the purest form of affection that I have ever experienced. Now it’s gone, atleast for now. I have always been a very strong person, but as you can plainly see, I am hopelessly lost. Like a little child that has been left alone for too long. However, on occasion i can hear you and feel you and for a moment all is right in the world. I haven’t thanked you enough lately for shining your light on my life. The ghost keeps me company for a few seconds every once in awhile, your ghost. I wake up in the mornings and hear you call my name, or I see you with me in the shower, or I can smell your scent in the air, but it’s just the ghost again. I thank God for that ghost every time I feel it because when you are apart from your one and only soul mate you learn to appreciate the little things that you shared, even more than before.