The Jading of Conrad Jackson

Failure to acknowledge
The cause of all my problems
When in the first place
It was suppose to solve them all

Failure to see
What the outcome would be
The ending result
When I started this all

Unaware of its potential
I kept it all confidential
But it caused my thoughts to go disarray
And no one came to save the day

Where does it start, where does it end
My inner thoughts are all just pretend

When I’m under the influence
It causes all of my ignorance
To what really is the problem here
Drunk and drugged, but I took the wheel to steer

Failure to see
What the outcome would be
The ending result
When I started this all

Unaware of its potential
I kept it all confidential
But it caused my thoughts to go disarray
and no one came to save the day

Failure to see
That this is fucking with me
Altering my perceptions
Causing all of my deceptions

Failure to see
What the outcome would be
The ending result
When I started this all

Unaware of its potential
I kept it all confidential
But it caused my thoughts to go disarray
And no one came to save the day

Failure to acknowledge
The cause of all my problems
When in the first place
It was suppose to solve them all


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The Jading of Conrad Jackson by

Written for someone I knew that ran away and became a drug addict for a while. . .it solves nothing.

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Comments

  • charliethetramp
    charliethetrampabout 3 years ago

    we have to fill the void with something sadly its usually its confusion and unsolved problems
    but it sounds like you are in the process of solving some of them
    interesting poem