The ever longing feeling of solitude, the desire to feel completely unhinged.
It comes crashing in suddenly and viciously and the feeling is inescapable, nothing feels right and those desires and lust for each others souls flitters like a dying candle in the night.
Its sad and its messy and the ending is something that will survive our horrible memories. The explanation was never given, as the words never came to my lips, my thoughts reigned over my words and left me without a voice to speak, i saw your eyes, deep and sad, longing for the truth and yet the words escaped me, and i saw your heart sink even further.
Although the answers lay locked in my head, perhaps time will evade my fears and one day you will know truth.
Yes, i loved you. but that feeling seems to have dissipated and all thats left is the love of my beautiful memories, drenched in sunshine and warmth. Complications beyond our desires have tortured me and have surpassed all comprehension. Maybe its that fear that divides me from you, something neither of us created but only one of us has been able to survive.
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