no not me, not i by Avalon  D'Arcy

no not me, not i,
i wont fall for that stupid love theme again.
Flooding memories burst into my mind, overspilling my gates and seeping out of my every inch of sadness.
unable to fathom how or why, just wrong time and place as usual, my conscience screams at me, repeating lines i know so well.
and in the angry twists and violent turns, we wrestle our way through our lives fearing what we dread in ourselves the most.
all everything i once knew, now seems to be fading like the smoke from a train long passed. all those delicious memories now seem like a hazy dream that will one day disappear….. and our lives will forever be cemented in that past, that fading past existing only in our heads….
although we may forget the smell,
although your touch has passed,
parts of it will never be forgotten,
and thats what makes it last….