I awake heart dropping, stomach queesing
I vomit upon the floor below my bed
I cry, having trouble breathing
I begin to loose my head.

O’ thou lovest dear
I dream of you
You are pure and fair
Your eyes of blue
Your silky blonde hair

I fall upon the floor
Tossing and turning
Thinking upon the one I adore
I feel myself buring
As if I am in the bowels of hell

My heart races and my head feels heavy
Feeling so unsteady
Confused
Lost
Provoked by all of my wrong doings
Where am I scream

Then I awake from a dream