Defeat

April Mansilla

Defeat

This is a photo I took today(my much ..much better half suggested it)
These are some of my rejection letters I have got …most I thew out ..but now I save them …they go from one end of my studio to the other …as a way off telling me to never give up …in anyway ….that with all that has happened in my life I will never ..ever be defeat.

Defeat by April Mansilla
Defeat by April Mansilla
  • Max Gatrell

    Max Gatrell

    Stunning ;)

    M

  • April Mansilla replied

    thank you Max xxx

  • Robert O'Neill

    Robert O'Neill

    Good for you April. There are millions of people out there ready and waiting to reject anybody for any reason. For some it’s their job and their hobby combined. Excellent to see your having overturned things. I am very encouraged by this.

    You also look good in black.

  • April Mansilla replied

    thank you …I am encouraged by your comment !!! yes some are cruel too with the responses …I can never understand that …and thank you for he compliment:)

  • Mariam Muradian

    Mariam Muradian

    Fire, teeth, mustard seed, defiance, survival, ferocious intent…...you go, Friend!!!!!!
    “The Kingdom of Heaven is taken by force”.....in your beautiful soul is all things worthy fighting for, and all resources and courage to do it with!!!
    I BELIEVE IN YOU, APRIL! Woman Artist making HISTORY!
    You never cease to impress me….this photo and all it embodies and means, the GREATEST OF ALL!
    I am tenaciously and savagely by your side for the duration….....
    XOXOX

  • April Mansilla replied

    Oh my I just adored your comment …as usual ..left me humbled ….so much love to you Dear one xxxxxxxxooooooooo

  • helene ruiz

    helene ruiz

    great pic april! and great work !

  • April Mansilla replied

    thank you Helene !!!

  • MrPJ

    MrPJ

    April, it may well be that these rejections are no more than signs saying …....’not through here April, there is a better way’....... I have Faith and Belief that things work out in ‘God’s Good Time’ as frustrating as it may be you WILL find your way. In April Mansilla’s Art there is honesty and beauty that few can capture let alone portray. Blend the love around you and your blessed artistic gifts with uncompromising determination. Be Kind to yourself :)

  • April Mansilla replied

    thank you Peter for such a beautiful comment …...the first rejections I cried now my skin is thick but still delicate enough to hurt enough to keep trying .. ..I know that voice that keeps telling me to keep going even when I say “but another place rejected me” ....it says keep on …thank you for what you wrote and yes I will be kind to myself …and you take beautiful care!!

  • Symmetry44

    Symmetry44

    If your hubby is the better half of you I think I love him too! LOL!

    You really are beautiful as hell April….I say respectfully of course…..

  • April Mansilla replied

    great comment LOL you got me laughing!!!!

    thank you …I feel like Hell a lot of days ;) LOL xx

  • AtaAlishahi

    AtaAlishahi

    you look like a top super model :)

  • RMonroe

    RMonroe

    You go girl and never give up:)

  • April Mansilla replied

    thank you Robin ! I appreciate that so much :)

  • AtaAlishahi

    AtaAlishahi

    “It does not matter how slowly you go so long as you do not stop.”
    “When the world says, “Give up,”
    Hope whispers, ‘Try it one more time.’ “

    Your friend Ata says Never, never, never,never give up :)

  • April Mansilla replied

    thank you Dear Ata …...I will never !!!!!! and thank you so much xxx

    and thank you for the other comment too :)

  • debteraI

    debteraI

    I enjoyed reading this as we are not alone in our struggles to succeed at whatever makes us happy in this time and space of life and that our struggles are a shared one.U are very talented and the spirit of your art and words are true and strong. U are already a success and the rest will realize this in time.Peace

  • April Mansilla replied

    thank you for this ..such truth and power in your words …tring to find that happiness is such a struggle in such a short life….and thank you for the compliment ..much peace to you as well

  • HeatherTS

    HeatherTS

    damn you are gorgeous…

  • April Mansilla replied

    thank you :) coming from such a lovely girl as yourself;)xx

  • Damien Venditti

    Damien Venditti

    that look on your face is wicked …. : )
    your one of my absolute fav artists here on RB … a true artist
    some will spend a live time trying, creating, dreaming …. and believing …. and may not make it to where they wanna be …...... you however will one day be recognized as you should be!!!!!
    i can’t wait to buy some of your work …. you inspire greatly : )

  • April Mansilla replied

    thank you Damien…..what a fab compliment …so full of hope!! I loved it all ….I always wish you the very best and thank you for the inspiring compliment!

  • CDrewHughes

    CDrewHughes

    You are a powerful artist April! Your artwork will always find a way! Keep your faith and know you are deserving!
    p.s. if looks could kill….. (its a great pic) =)

  • April Mansilla replied

    thank you my dear …...last week i thought all the work was done …i didn’t want to try …..but i know i had too….keep going at what I love …cause even love isn’t an easy thing:) the look LOL yes just opened up another rejection before I took this …

    I hope you are well ..and happy ….and much rested xxxxxxx

  • Gregoryno6

    Gregoryno6

    Such a glare, April! Pity the fool…

  • April Mansilla replied

    Pity indeed !!!:)

  • Del Millar

    Del Millar

    Beautiful you are. Great artist too. If you were to paint your inner beauty ?.. Let it shine with light !
    oxo lots of love

  • April Mansilla replied

    thank you Del :) I am on a quest for that now …to create beauty …that is not as painful ..it is seeming to be a difficult long journey but one I need to try to take to make life better:) thank you for your beautiful comment!!xxxooo

  • Del Millar

    Del Millar

    ps by that comment I don’t mean that your beauty doesn’t
    show through your anguish, it does oxo
    I wish gorgeous flowers and light and sunshine for you, and security of peace
    and lots of love

  • Kenny Gulley Jr.

    Kenny Gulley Jr.

    wow u r gorgeous!
    your work rocks

  • April Mansilla replied

    thank you Kenny:) a very appreciated comment!!!

  • Dillon Langlands

    Dillon Langlands

    It is only when we believe our purpose to be at fault can we be truly defeated. Ideas are what drive humans to lift themselves above the muck we spread across the Earth and ideas are what drive back down into it. Grief serves only the purpose of driving us insane as we struggle to focus on the idea that made us stand up in the first place and dream to be more than an animal among so many machines. Consider rejection, if you would, a means to an end. You will never be satisfied with what you have done so long as it came easily, because in the end you are human just like the rest of us…an animal scurrying amidst so many machines, lost and driven only by an idea. Without conflict there can be no resolution and without resolution there is no reason to move forward. In the end, no matter where you find yourself, the things you have created and the lives of people you have touched in your wake will mean more to you than what is waiting for you in what for now, will feel like so far away.

    ...so fuck them if they can’t take a joke!

  • April Mansilla replied

    pure poery what you wrote …thank you for that !I read it 3 times …each time getting something new out of it

    many many thanks Dillon!

  • pedroville

    pedroville

    Never give up I am already a fan of your work.

  • April Mansilla replied

    thank you Peter ..so sweet of you to say:)

  • Gregory John O'Flaherty

    Gregory John O...

    Persistance pays. Some publishers and galleries just have no taste, and will only touch the known, because they can not think for themselves.

  • April Mansilla replied

    thank you Gregory ….it is hard but I will keep it up …I appreciate your words of encouragement!

  • STRINGER

    STRINGER

    I KNOW WHAT THAT’S LIKE….

  • April Mansilla replied

    it sucks doesn’t it ;) well at least we keep going right:)

  • STRINGER

    STRINGER

    I’ve been talkin to GOD, Dave O! and he said you’re alright mate he told me to show a little respect….. just a little bit ……...R…E …..S……P…E….C……T crazy man OH YEEEEAAAAARRRRHHHH!!!! RIEEEEEEYDEN WITH THE DEVOOOOOOOOL!!!!!!!!!!!! .....shhhhh …….............................i’m also from space Dave O! call the police!
    “Through selfless appreciation of the realm of things, the world around you will come alive in ways that you cannot even begin to comprehend with the mind”
    I’M ALSO A BIT STRANGE….

  • STRINGER

    STRINGER

    YEAH STRINGER ….
    YOUR WIERD MAN…

  • April Mansilla

    April Mansilla

    love the message LOL ….and us artist are all a little strange so you are in great company:)

  • AQUALINA

    AQUALINA

    You rock April.

  • April Mansilla replied

    thank you Aqualina:) as do you;)

  • madvlad

    madvlad

    try 35 years at art and rejection haha but i have never missed a day woth out art except when down with the flu or death so keep kicking butt and play our own movie and know nay sayers are usually lookers not doers pax pretty lady

  • April Mansilla replied

    thank you :) I appreciate the support !!! my best to you:)

  • Leith O'Malley

    Leith O'Malley

    Wonderful concept and I’m so glad you stuck to your guns April.. your work is very, very strong both emotionally and aesthetically.
    Really glad I got to peruse through all your drawings here.. thank you!
    -Leith in South Oz

  • April Mansilla replied

    thank you Leith!! (i love your work) and i appreciate the comment ….

  • Al Neaimi

    Al Neaimi

    Good for you April , never ever give up , i like that , most people who made it in the arts have been rejected alot before they make it , stay strong .
    regards Al Neaimi.

  • April Mansilla replied

    thank you ….I apprecaite that very much !!!xx

  • BLYTHART

    BLYTHART

    Your work is of such a high standard I can’t understand why ANYONE would reject it … it’s their loss, I assure you.

  • April Mansilla replied

    wow …was that ever a beautiful thing to say ….my many thanksxxx

    i think it might make some uncomfortable ….i don’t know …going to keep trying…

  • Samuel Durkin

    Samuel Durkin

    Always keep going and never give up.

  • April Mansilla replied

    thank you Samuel

  • shadhin

    shadhin

    Every people have suicidal tendency, some one can defeat some can’t.
    April you have done a great job. I feel it.

  • April Mansilla replied

    thank you so much!

  • Birgitta

    Birgitta

    Hey-I like your spirit! You’re a fighter. Me too. :)
    Stay strong. Shake the dust off your feet….slap that smile back on your face..
    and carry on! What some reject, others embrace. It’s the great ferris wheel of life, eh?
    I like your style. :)

  • April Mansilla replied

    that is a good quality you have to be a fighter:) yes it seems to be that way the ups and downs :) goin to look at your work ..already smilin from your profil pic!:)

  • christinaent

    christinaent

    all around fierce

  • April Mansilla replied

    thank you Christina…

  • sharra

    sharra

    april i would love to photograph you.

  • April Mansilla replied

    thank you Sharrukina …..any time you are in Canada:)

    you have such overflowing talent to capture life ….I always light up when i see your work on my watchlist….that pure life makes me smile ear to ear …my thanksxxx

  • sharra

    sharra

    you are such a doll. im so glad to make you feel this way. at least i make one person smile…LOL.

  • sharra

    sharra

    btw, where i canada do you live…why dont u come over to syd? its warmer? lol.

  • April Mansilla replied

    I am sure you make a lot of people smile :)

    hamilton,ontario near toronto …yes I should LOL I hate the cold with a passion!!!!

  • Angel Warda

    Angel Warda

    wonderful….

  • April Mansilla replied

    thank you Angel!!!

  • Wayne Cook

    Wayne Cook

    I do the same with my music…and I laugh at the rejections, because I’m always getting letters from women thanking me for touching them with my songs. Screw the critics!

    I love your philosophies, April…you are a deep thinker and we need more of those today…I’m so glad you joined ITY. It is for people like you, that the site was creatied. You indefatiguable attitude is what the world needs more of!

  • April Mansilla replied

    thank you Wayne …very appreciated !!! that was so kind to say!

  • Angel Ortiz

    Angel Ortiz

    congratulation
    have a beautiful 2009

  • April Mansilla replied

    thank you Angel ..you have a great year too!

  • nvcreations

    nvcreations

    Great Spirit!...April,
    Keep it up….............

  • April Mansilla replied

    thank you:)!!

  • BOLLA67

    BOLLA67

    How anyone can reject your work is beyound comprehension.Your attention to detail in your art is splendid.

  • April Mansilla replied

    what a nice thing to say !thank you so much for that!

  • ambient-1

    ambient-1

    I’m so blown away, not only by the obvious talent exhibited in your work… but the pure power of the look-the-motherfucking-truth-in-the-eye of it!
    This is transcendent! Your heart must be the size of a watermelon! lol

  • April Mansilla replied

    aw thank you so much Robert!! I loved this comment!!

  • krishan gupta

    krishan gupta

    really so nice …... so cute…. i like so much……pls. be in touch .

    krishan.

  • Kendra Taber

    Kendra Taber

    i love your work and your a very beautiful woman too.

  • madvlad

    madvlad

    hang in, i,ve been at this 40 years,,in the end,you do this for you, and you, get discovered by?you, the world will catch up- if its suposed to- nice powerful art

  • Rany Lutz

    Rany Lutz

    Lovely!

  • annamora

    annamora

    April ..your art is powerful … it is not easy for many to accept …. I do accept it and cherish it :)

  • Mark Ramstead

    Mark Ramstead

    You are more than a survivor, hell, you might be our saviour…

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