I’m not yours
Your not mine
Almost as if we never were
Or ever meant to be

I watched our
Memories
Last night
I wish for that eternal sunshine I
Thought I had once
If I could erase you would I
I say I’m fine
But am I
When all the memories
Flood back I am consumed by it all
wishing
I could change so much
Lying next to
Someone who loves
Me unconditionally
I cant even love myself unconditionally
I am full of fears
Mistakes I am scared to
Make
How am I supposed
To let it all go
When everything
Made more sense than anything
Ever has
How am I meant
To compare
To how everything is now
When there isn’t a comparison

You left me
You broke me
You told me you loved me
And now
It is me
That is left
With you in my thoughts
You are free and it didn’t
Cost you anything