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The Day Which Never Was 2008 11 01

Somehow I hear his voice, not from the lawn, not from sadness / from somewhere between the worlds of magic
I did not speak, but overspoak, I imagined myself through others and the dandelion field which had turned to one of sedge
Having uttered no word and gone to the river, having abandoned oneself to words, he did not return and … and …
He didn’t want to return, did not plan to, did not prepare to do so, didn’t try, did not promise, did not want to, and could not …
And there was no reason to, because beneath the grass he was already lying, not yet defiled and unrecognized
But already forgotten for that period of time…
And the snow came unexpectedly, the leaves disappeared, I stepped and there was nothing there save for one sole birch tree which stood as it had stood, perhaps only somewhat older, but able to stand and have its eyes open, and it wanted to hear its name But …
That was not what he needed, not what he waited for, no word or hymn, perhaps we could have called him a bard, but
in the snowdrift he knows only that the winter has come and … and … they could have spoken, but did not upon their return.

Kažkaip jo balsą išgirdau, ne pievoje, ne liūdesy \ kažkur ten tarp magijos erdvių
Nekalbėjau bet prisikalbėjau, save per kitus įsivaizdavau ir pienių laukas viksvomis pavirtęs
žodžio netaręs į upę nuėjęs, save žodžiams palikęs, atgal negrįžo ir… ir …
Grįžti nenorėjo, neketino, nesiruošė, nemėgino, nežadėjo, nenorėjo, negalėjo…
O ir reikalo nebuvo nes po velėna jau gulėjo dar neišniekintas ir neatpažintas
Bet jau užmirštas tam laiko tarpui …
Ir sniegas atėjo netikėtai, dingo lapai, žengiau ir ten, bet nieko nebuvo, vien tik beržas vienišas stovėjo kaip stovėjęs, gal šiek tiek pasenęs, bet vis dar galintis stovėti ir akis atmerkęs išgirsti savo vardą norėjo Tik…
Ne to jam reikia, ne to jis laukia, ne žodžio ar giesmės, gal ji dainorium vadint galėjom, bet
pusnyje jis žino vieną, kad žiema atėjo ir… ir … jie galėjo, bet sugrįžę jau nekalbėjo….

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Comments

  • dazgwen
    dazgwenabout 6 years ago

    Amazing!!

  • Michelle BarlondSmith
    Michelle Barlo...about 6 years ago

    BRAVO BRAVO BRAVO

  • Lori Peters
    Lori Petersabout 6 years ago

    Antanas, this is one of the most beautiful things I have ever read. It moved me to tears. Great work. XXX

  • simba
    simbaabout 6 years ago

    Wonderful Antanas

  • helene
    heleneabout 6 years ago

    Profound and beautiful antanas

  • tkrosevear
    tkrosevearabout 6 years ago

    WOW Antanas, a deeply emotional feeling came over me while reading this…very beautiful !!

  • Magaret Meintjes
    Magaret Meintjesabout 6 years ago

    I agree with all, just absolutely magic ! thank you so much for sharing it Antanas, well done!

  • Debra Willis
    Debra Willisabout 6 years ago

    I am lost for words this is so moving……… very beautiful

  • KimberlyNic
    KimberlyNicabout 6 years ago

    So deep and the words just flow into each other. Beautifully written!

  • Irene  Burdell
    Irene Burdellabout 6 years ago

    So moving and very sad . Wonderful words Antanas.

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