Here I lie, kept awake by all the pain and sorrow, / Thinking of how you’ll torture me tomorrow
Trying to keep it together
All of my hate can not be found, / It is only you that it ever surrounds
Drifting into darkness
Drifting into darkness, / Blood gushing down my arm, / Feeling that I’m worth less, / Can not stop the harm, / Staring into no where, / …
I’m through with you
I don’t know what else to do, / You’ve had your chance and now were through, / I’ve got to find something worth living for in this world
Shoot me now
You look at me as though im not even there, / Like im just a figment of your imagination, / Like you just don’t care
im worth nothing, / my eyes are all black from all this crying
slowly dying inside
the tears of pain stream down my face, / i should be thrown in a vault, / all i do is sit here and scream at this aweful place
YOU COULD OF HIT A VEIN, / WHY DID YOU DO IT?
DO YOU EVER NOTICE WHEN I HAVE GONE? / WHEN IM ON THE FLOOR CRYING / WHEN IM CUTTING MYSELF SCREAMING?