I rode pain into the night, for the reins I gripped and held on tight. I own this despair as my own, but soon looked forward to letting go. The pain picked up speed like a spiraling effect causing me to lose consciousness of my strength. I almost allowed pain to take over, letting hurt, defeat and anguish drive me even further. Momentarily I’d lost control, giving up and feeling so all alone. I rendered myself with tears overflowing into the night, blinded by deceit and betrayal, oh what a pitiful sight. To regain power, I tugged at the reins, gritting my teeth, straining, revealing my veins. I struggled to bring pain to a screeching halt, refusing to be overtaken by unworthy matters of the heart!