I take a pill everyday,
To help me deal with my mistakes.
Everything that I’ve done,
Has caught up with me.
But I’m changing my ways,
And I’m changing how I feel towards things.
I’m tired of everyone thinking I’m bad,
When in reality I’m not.
I am just lost,
And confused.
I feel like I’m a tiny boat,
Stuck in an ocean with waves that I can’t control.
But everytime I sink,
I somehow become afloat.
Maybe it’s the fact that I love you,
And I don’t want to mess things up between us.
Or the fact that I don’t want to lose you,
And it keeps me hanging on.
But I guess I’m getting,
What I deserve.
Which is,
Only being friends with you.