The music
The smiles
The laughter
The lies
My mind goes back in time
To those days when I meant something to you
Those days when it felt true
I can still smell you on my skin
I see you when I open my eyes
You are my truth, you are my lies
The silence
The tears
The hopes
My fears
And I am taken back to the day when I lost worth
My heart was shattered into pieces
I am left with nothing but wishes
The loneliness
The hurt
The second chance
My foolishness
To hold you once again I feel so alive
But the silence is slowly killing me inside
I’m a fool
For letting this go through
For being so alone
A fool, for you
And there you go again
Breaking me
Taking me
Waking me
Hurting me
And I let you do it
The solitude
The pain
The sunrise
The rain
I am longing to hold you again
To feel your sweet gentle kiss
I need to stop feeling like this
I think of those times when I was significant
When you held my hand and looked in my eyes
When you’d tell me so many things I thought were just lies
I miss you
And for damn shame I’ll be a fool
A fool once again
Just so I can touch you
And feel your breath on my neck
And feel your hands
Feel your embrace
To see you smile and see your face
I miss you
And I’ll be a fool all over again